anyone wants a key shoot me a msg on tftv i'll edit this post when its taken
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#3
Improving as a low level player during off season?
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TF2 General Discussion
watch the game, watch vods/casts/demos/streams literally anything you can, you can go into sizzlingstats or demos.tf and download a demo anytime and just watch, observe how people play and it will make you better a lot faster.
posted about 4 years ago
#6
where do yall play public mge these days?
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TF2 General Discussion
add me and i'll play you anytime
posted about 4 years ago
#17
AMA with enigma
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Events
my girlfriend said she wants to breakup with me... can you tell me what she means by that??
posted about 4 years ago
#133
Diabotical Kickstarter
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Esports
JWBi believe 31 (a hl main) told them he was a pro tf2 player and they gave him one lol
i mean they seem to just be giving them to anyone that asks i highly doubt they take anything you say into consideration
posted about 4 years ago
#129
Diabotical Kickstarter
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Esports
https://clips.twitch.tv/EagerStupidTrayCclamChamp
wtf how did this get deleted
the entire vod was deleted actually, what the fuck
posted about 4 years ago
#7
rgl s3 adv/inv
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Recruitment (looking for team)
Tery_Tried to first-pick me in every SYOPS pug, 0/10 would not recommend.
Hilarious and talented gamer.
not too sure but i think i had a 90%~ win rate first picking you
posted about 4 years ago
#1
rgl s3 adv/inv
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Recruitment (looking for team)
looking to play
preference: demo>scout>pocket>medic>roamer
skill: scout>pocket>demo>medic>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>roamer
i talk a lot
no longer lft
posted about 4 years ago
#1211
Vent your anger
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Off Topic
indigosummerhow do you fight the urge to not kill yourself?
i commute everday
everyday i wake up and do this shit, uni 4/7 days and work 2/7. i hate my job even tho it pays really well for a student. i fucking hate customer service it has made me realize how dumb the average person who walks into a bank is. i hate going to school and not majoring in what i love because im terrified of not being able to find a job because i 100% will not be able to live on my own with how expensive housing is in my city. i hate how ive given up on the concept of having a family and have convinced myself that id be happy without children because i know it's too expensive, despite how much i love my huge extended family. i had to give up my PC to my brother when the semester started so im even more isolated from my hobbies and passions because i can't hang out with my online friends in the evening, and play videogames socially to unwind. im making decent money currently and im absolutely terrified to spend it on anything, i only spend it on eating out several times a week because i love cooking and eating food from different cultures, and even then i feel sick looking at my credit card bill, despite it usually being under 100 bucks.
what's even the point of doing any of this?
having something other than work or studies is important, some people have videogames, a partner, hobbies, or something like that. someone or something to make their lives less "empty"
you should also look into therapy, suicidal thoughts are serious. for something immediate you can do right now that won't cost any money, is just start writing down your feelings. every day i write down on paper how many times i thought about hurting myself, the reasons i thought about it, and write the last time i remember feeling good. going back and looking on it, the worse i feel the longer i think its been since i felt good. if i'm having a not so bad day, when i write i'll often remember the last time i felt good as that same day, or the day before. if i'm having a really bad day, then sometimes it'll be weeks ago when i remember feeling "happy". more than once its saved my life by being able to compartmentalize my thoughts and feelings in the moments that they overwhelm me, and realize that the way i'm feeling is temporary. the same is true for you, this is all temporary. you may feel trapped in this cycle now but your life could be different far faster than you think. feeling this way makes it extremely hard to actually look past how you're feeling and think about the future realistically.
the point to doing all of this is whatever you decide the point is for you, only you can give meaning to your life. you decide for yourself what will make you happy, and it seems like you're well on your way to achieving that yourself. whatever it is you love that you want to major in can be your passion, and whatever you're going for now is a means to an end.
i don't know anything about you other than what you've posted but if you're considering suicide as an option i implore you to reach out for help. your family, your friends, therapy, even me if you feel like you can't turn to any of them for whatever reason. everyone has something that can and will make them happy its just a matter of reaching it, and the only way to guarantee you have no chance of being happy is to take your own life.
posted about 4 years ago
#4
shoulde we ban homosexuals on etf2l?
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The Dumpster
if you're gonna ban homosexuality you're gonna have to ban me cause i'm G.A.Y.!
Going
All in
YAOOOOOOOOOO
posted about 4 years ago
#160
RGL Main S2 Happenings/Discussion
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TF2 General Discussion
meatball has spoken. +frag him
posted about 4 years ago