35 an hour on call for 8 hours is pretty good, however yea its a shitty job if you cant handle it emotionally and to be fair, with respect to a critical sense of smell. Florida has a lot of retired elderly and my area alone has people passing away constantly. Its not for the weak of heart, but considering my feelings towards the subject, I think I can handle the grief and its territory. Its a sad subject. A decent family member of mine introduced me to the field, he is a anesthesiologist and during his later years of school was a ambulance driver. Kinda want to see myself as something similar in his shoes, IMO its not even remotely close but its a job.

Edit: for the record, that rate is for night shift hours, 45 hours a week. I'm pretty much making a transition out of comp because its a solid career for me long term. Its the reason I've slowed down the last two months and picked up handling ultiduo as a UGC admin. Its been a hard transition for me, It kinda just in the end falls into the title of this thread.

going to my chiropractor today, idk if thats going to make a difference or not

yea that might help now but I I'm tryin to figure out what I gotta do for something long term.

I do stretches each morning, I got a routine setup before working out, its usually been pretty good, I feel like I've lifted way more then what I did this morning, idk if its just built up strain, or I didnt do something right before hauling this thing in, I'm doing everything my trainer told me and just seems so offbeat.

I turned 34 back in June. Used to skateboard, snowboard, did a lot between my teens and 20's. I threw out my back this morning trying to move a entertainment center I got from a thrift shop, I feel so messed up. Idk whats up, I'm in decent shape IMO, I kept myself pretty tight each day after I stopped skating, snowboarding, was kinda forced to end that after I moved to Florida, I did small runs each day, watched my weight, etc. Recently I got into dead lifting the last 3 months because I wanted to pursue a job as a body removal technician, that requires a lot. Idk if I'm over doing it, I felt like I was better off before I started focusing on work.

Anyone else dealing with this? I typed this up in bed and I literally cant use the bathroom right now without holding a wall, usually I'm good with heavy work and this is just such a surprise for me. I cant even sleep on my sides without muscle spasms. Usually I do sleep like that, I cant really fall asleep on my back and I'm stuck feeling like I'm gunna go back and forth between rem sleep and waking dreams.

https://discord.gg/NRGTHwsD

I dont thing rebranding a team that sided with germany during world war 1 is going to generate long term success bud

dumb-ster post

With that in mind, apparently we got dev's or to be realistic an additional person interested in working on tf2. Hopefully one or two more people can pick up on the work Eric is just handling himself at this point.

just interested in watching that player count spike and then slowly dwindle on the charts

banning this dude is one thing, but making a cup to fuck with a div isn't the right answer.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QujoetVXCpY paying respects to Rick Froberg, singer, guitarist and creative of Drive Like Jehu / Hot Snakes. 55 years old.

that entire workshop is fat with fixes, shit I would had never thought about. Idk if this is gunna be trickled out over the next week, but idk whats going on.

wish they dressed this entire update better, little sfm video, promo graphic, something?

smooth track. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9w_yNne1fPw

reminded me of a heavier version of something the breeders would do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kjs8D0_Dr7U&t=2s its annoying I cant find a better upload of this, at this point I gotta buy the cd on amazon. if your familiar with Ed Templeton, you'll probably recognize this track.