toads_tfWhy are you posting sensitive things like this if on this forum if no one here knows what is going on with you? With all that you've given us, as best as we can tell you are struggling with some kind of paranoia that is worrisome to people who have witnessed it before.
Also, that's my RGL page. What does that have to do with Lupus playing ESEA?
my apologies, that link was meant to be addressed to you, my point, being, I thought some people would know what I'm talking about, but in the end it seems that I'm arguing with a dude that has 193 logs and is still an amateur with 11 years on steam.