I have no words.
I knew this piece of shit since 2017, and I never would have imagined that he would turn into, well, this.
At the time I didn't really think too much about the guy, we we talking a lot, both privately and in the other friend circles, just being edgy assholes to each other and "sort of" having a good time. However, he told me once that he would rather "spend time with me playing TF2" then going outside with his IRL friends. And that was what really made me worry about him, because why would you? We didn't talk about anything important, we were just talking nonsense.
After I quit playing TF2 in 2020, we spoke once in a while, but since 2021 we stopped speaking altogether, with an exception of posting a comment once or twice on his videos. And I am really glad about that decision, since I wasn't interested in the game anymore and I wanted to grow out of this edgy and stupid personality that I built up whilst being around these terminally online people such as him.
Reading posts about these groomers is just sickening, but when you see a post about someone you knew, it makes your blood boil. The fact I met him when I was 14 - 15 also makes me question, what if?
My post doesn't bring anything of value, but all I wanted to say is that I'm disappointed and angry for the fact I knew him.