I went into college not because I necessarily WANTED to but just because throughout high school I was always told I needed to. I have no career in mind going into my second year, I failed 3 of my classes freshman year, and I feel so incredibly unintelligent compared to my peers.
One thing I can thank though is that because of TF2 I met my best friend a few years ago when I was dicking around in my local chicago Skial 24/7 Dustbowl server and she was by far the best thing that ever happened to me. Without her I'm honestly kind of afraid to think about what I would be like now.