In denmark, it is required for a student to learn the basics of cooking/cleaning up after.
If you dont know how to cook, please get into it at a basic level. It's such a good tool to have under your belt.
I find that this is a pretty good start (it helped me out quite a bit), but i also highly recommend asking a friend/family member who knows atleast something about cooking.

Hello, i wont say who i am or what age i am. I want to be anonymous. Sorry, my thoughts are scattered.

To be honest, if i wasn't a nerd i would probably be at an insane asylum, cause im fucked up. Im an extremely negative person, am very introvert and have serious anger issues. So if i wasn't at my computer all day and forgetting about my miserable existence i dont quite know if i would even be alive at this point.

Lets start from the beginning, i started school a year before children from my country normally would, i did this because me and my family moved to spain, and i started going to an international school. i went to this school for 6.5 years, and this is were most of my depression has its roots. You see, this school was international, so for the most part i was the only one from my country in my year. I also have a very.... different sense of humor. This meant that i didnt really get any friends. So i started using the pc, and played WoW. This made me even more of a weirdo, and people started hating me more.I was also very good in terms of grades, which didnt help. Quickly i became the stupid nerd that nobody liked. I was even told by a guy after i was forced to pick him for my team in cops and robbers that i was an idiot. The last half of a year i was there i started getting fed up, reacted back, and thus became even more hated. I was so happy when my parents told me i got to move back to denmark. Then we moved back to my home country.

So we came back to my home country and i went to a different kind of school, and there were nerds like me. But there were also assholes. Lots and lots of assholes. For every one friend ive made i have made about 3 enemies. I guess I should also say that every time i got really mad and lost my temper, it would be treated with anger and getting told off, making me hate myself more and more. People say that i should talk to people about it, but being extremely introvert makes this very hard. When puberty hit this got even worse, and i started getting even more mad at myself every time i lost my shit. Being told by a teacher how you've given someone a concussion after they've taunted you for 1.5 years and how bad and stupid your reaction is, it hurts.

Even online i never really got any attention, no one cared. Not online, nor offline. My parents didnt care, and to be frank my parents really dont like the way my life is turning out. The fact that im also able to think for myself really does not help me, since i myself am able to say that im fucked up socially, and those that are fucked up socially are fucked when it comes to the outer world. I have been showing a lot of signs of slowly becoming anorexic. I cant take compliments from anyone as i have such a low self esteem that i cant help but think people are joking.

What do i do? Seek professional help?

Why. Why Gaben. Why.