I remember when I was younger when I would just do the quad jump and suicide so my heroes would just fly to infinity and beyond but I played the xbox version, the PC port has mouse accel locked and feels so weird, still great game I played in my teenage days

I have that game add me for s1ck esports

arent u the guy that had TAS runs and got caught

Valve asks the golden question:

do we shut down tf2 and csgo servers permanently to re-hire half life's writer and release HL3 or keep playing their micro transaction-based games and never get half life 3 released (and cancel the develompent of that dota card game completely "inspired" by hearthstone)

w00w I'm offended! anything regarding tf2 and its community and anything I did months ago offends me! good job :(
Specially when you know that everyone wanted you to stay away from mixchamp including all my medic friends I invited to play that you called retards and screamed at them and scolded because they refused to solo pocket you as engineer and how even your friends said they didnt enjoy playing on a team with you.
So weeks later you just admitted your mistake like if was nothing and being a huge hypocrate saying how funny and original that was. w00w ur really an internet troll genius hands down

I cleaned my ass with bleach once and painted my teeth white damn drugs

FINE

one of my friends is looking to play on a team, she has no experience in competitive, and she wants to play as scout, I'm helping her to get on a team. I'm gonna carry a bit of a burden here taking the adds since she doesnt know people here or how things work, but here's some info that might be interesting:
Swedish (150 ping)
wants to play scout
3k hours of tf2
1st time she plays after 2 years
hardcore dota player

She's looking for a non serious team, so if any ugc team in development or a super stacked sandbagger team wants to help her out will be appreciated, add me on steam. Can't play on EU teams because of her schedule btw.

on a sidenote I'm not reinstalling tf2 for this, but I will do it soon just to see how disappointing the next big update is going to be (10th manniversary)

just to end this:
If you really think about suicide and yet you go to therapy and get medicine and shit that means that whoever is paying for that cares a shit ton about you. Millions of people have it worse and they push on. It is a fact that people who want to commit suicide are people who refuse to see reality as it is. Reality is a bitch. Life's a bitch. Everyone who doesnt want to open their eyes to accept reality as it is just want to end it. Flat out. And suicidal thoughts happen to everyone at some point of life specially if you are a young one. Some people just announce it. Reality is that you wont always have someone to stretch their hand for you. And since you mentioned that you had therapy and medicine yada yada means that you are already getting help. Dont waste it. Might sound pretencious but I legit lost my family and thought about suicide but just saying people wont always take pity on you if you tell them you are going to die.

I feel sadder for the relatives than the person who actually commits suicide. And I'm very positive that most of the people think that way. The first advice you awlays get is "think about your parents" or something.

Just in case your post is not a bait then this is an actual advice.

guilty as charged!

isnt it obvious? figure out yourself, and I'm p sure dozens here have already realised too and is not the 1st time someone posts that they are gonna suicide to get upvotes just lock this, the post itself has negative votes too

well lock this thread turns out it was a bait. Now I Feel like a dumbass writing all that long ass paragraph

okay people are making a big fuss about this that someone even linked me this. First of all people who want to commit suicide are just people who havent found their purpose in life yet, but everyone has one. I was also depressed and tried suicide years ago, long story short legit family never gave a shit about me and my "stepfather" just told me I was a burden. I left my mom live happily ever after with her boyfriend and I just tried to kill myself a lot of times in the past and I managed to find the way. I'm gonna be very subtle here, you can call it being brutaly honest, it is a fact that more than 95% of the people who "announce" their suicide never do it. You wanna know why everyone calls suicide the "cowards way out"? because they think absolutely everything is lost. I would take pity on you if you were limbless, and there are limbless people who push on. They never thought about suicide (well maybe some handicapped people have) but you still have all your body. I became drug addict and alcoholic (and thankfuly quit except marijuana and alcohol) and I made jokes about it but I wouldnt really encourage anyone to try them. The only ones who deserve death are criminals. I do believe there is a god and I'm 100% positive that any relatives you have will be devastated. People who live in the streets, have no familiars or relatives, friends, war veterans, drug addicts, etc, they have cornered themselves. Another thing that is going to sound subtle, if you are going to suicide, don't ask people to take pity on you. Its better than be remembered as someone who achieved something even if its something small than being remembered as a poor depressed person who took the easy way out. That's my opinion tho. May the light guide you to wherever you go.

Here are a couple of things you can do to cheer up:
whatever is your reason to commit suicide, remember that first you need to find love to yourself. Start working out, that is p great and worked for me and others I know
second, study a new language, history, etc by your own, increase your knowledge
people who also lost hope who have some kind of terminal illness like cancer or aids still dont give up. Millions of people would give anything to walk in our shoes.
talk to anyone how you really feel at this very moment

last: posting in tf2.tv is probably a bad idea to ask for help. You realize that people here think that a life goal is quitting tf2 and tell everyone how cool it is... JUST TO MOVE ON TO ANOTHER E-SPORTS GAME? like "OMG I QUIT TF2 NOW IM FINALLY A QUAKE/PALADINS/OVERWATCH PRO! hahaha anyways, I havent read any comments but if someone hasnt posted some suicidal forum/hotline whatever or gave you the same advice I have then you might as well check that out. Peace.

edit: btw try theraphy, people who are really full of themselves never listen to them and think all they do is sit on a chair, listen and then charge money, yeah some of those really exist but believe it or not if you truly open your ears and heart to listen to an actual professional it will really help, just look how some priests manage to turn junkies into lambs with just the words of the bible.

no

one day wake up, look at the mirror and see you've turned black?