eeeI dont think im going to do a residency. I really wanna do an MSTP program and go into pure research but idk if i have the resumé for it :(
If you want to do something research related, get an internship or see if any of your professors are doing research of some sort! You can have a iffy GPA and come from a less prestigious school and still look very attractive if you have research experience (nice letters of reference, publications, something to put on your resume, etc). It also gives you the chance to see if it's something you REALLY want to do. You'll probably also get paid to do it. You can do research both during the school year while taking classes (usually for credits or money) and during an internship.
I had a friend who had taken some bio and psych classes intern at a lab that studied ocean creatures in the summer. You don't need to have exact prerequisites for a lot of undergrad research work, and there are a good amount of opportunities for interested undergrads if you ask the right people.
tldr; Talk to your professors. Most professors know people and are happy to point you in a direction. Just tell them you are interested in research!
I know professors can be really intimidating to undergrads, but make the effort anyway! If one professor doesn't have anything for you, the next one might.
eee I just dont think ill really enjoy any sort of work so id rather do something easy and low stress like work in a grocery store or w/e
If you really believe that you can't take another semester and would rather drop out, it sounds like you'd benefit from taking a break to do something else. Have you considered taking a leave of absence and maybe going to do an internship or something else for a semester or two? Going on leave usually means you are still a student at that college and can some back within a certain period of time, so it's a good opportunity to go get some perspective and figure things out.