I use to get sick often when I was in middle school and high school, so badly to where I had to keep a bucket next to my bed because I couldn't make it to the bathroom. My mom always thought I was faking it for some reason and would yell at me every single day I was sick because she took her anger from fighting with my dad out on me. The constant verbal abuse coupled with kids at school making fun of me made me so depressed that I had to go to a psychiatrist, where I was diagnosed with severe depression even though my mom swore that it was fake and it "wasn't a real disease." The psychiatrist I saw weekly also was very rude to me, probably because my mom fed him lies about me. He would always tell me that it's my fault that I was depressed, and basically ignored everything I told him about the bullying at school and the constant fighting and arguing at home. Sometime after I stopped going to the psychiatrist my parents got a divorce finally, but after about a year of my dad being gone he started texting my mother threats, telling her he was going to kill her and burn our house down. 2 years of this goes by and we end up with multiple different sets of slashed tires, gunshot holes in our house, broken windows, 4 dead dogs and many, many arrests. After I got to the 12th grade I couldn't take my life anymore so I dropped out of high school and moved 10 hours away from home to my gf's parent's house and I can finally say for the first time in 6 years i'm starting to finally be happy. I've used tf2 for all of these years as a coping mechanism to help me get away from all the suffering that was my life and even now I still do it. It's hard to stop playing even though I get very little enjoyment from it anymore.
Spades
| Account Details | |
|---|---|
| SteamID64 | 76561198064478401 |
| SteamID3 | [U:1:104212673] |
| SteamID32 | STEAM_0:1:52106336 |
| Country | United States |
| Signed Up | June 19, 2015 |
| Last Posted | February 2, 2025 at 3:34 PM |
| Posts | 1679 (0.5 per day) |
| Game Settings | |
|---|---|
| In-game Sensitivity | 1.6 |
| Windows Sensitivity | 7 |
| Raw Input | 1 |
DPI |
800 |
Resolution |
1920x1080 |
Refresh Rate |
144 |
| Hardware Peripherals | |
|---|---|
| Mouse | Zowie FK1 |
| Keyboard | Corsair K70 Cherry Mix Blue |
| Mousepad | Does anyone really care about this |
| Headphones | Sennheiser PC 310 |
| Monitor | Asus VG248QE 24" 1 4 4 h z |
#671
ESEA-O S25 Happenings/Discussion
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i liked the time catface burned his own invite team to the ground does anyone remember that??????????
posted about 7 years ago
#12
tiptoes lft
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Recruitment (looking for team)
dot_i enjoyed my time playing with tiptoes, he is a cool dude and is pretty good at the game. Having him on the team almost made up for having to play with the likes of rowpieces.
couldn't word my thoughts any better
posted about 7 years ago
#685
Vent your anger
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Off Topic
SpadesI'm basing my self-worth off of how I, for the life of me, cannot get hired anywhere.
3 months later and nothing has changed.
posted about 7 years ago
#626
ESEA-O S25 Happenings/Discussion
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TF2 General Discussion
i HATE losing!!!
posted about 7 years ago
#621
ESEA-O S25 Happenings/Discussion
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TF2 General Discussion
hey best friend, do you wanna go get lunch tomorrow?
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gg to murkscribe and ONLY murkscribe
posted about 7 years ago
#602
ESEA-O S25 Happenings/Discussion
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TF2 General Discussion
mine has rc8.
i guess some just dont
posted about 7 years ago
#4
pokIemonizepic Ift mid/high open sub
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Recruitment (looking for team)
i love this player
posted about 7 years ago
#36
16 matches on one map
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TF2 General Discussion
TeeTsmcgeevigil :)
get the fuck out
posted about 7 years ago
#29
16 matches on one map
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TF2 General Discussion
zeFrostybagel
I do not like this answer sorry
posted about 7 years ago
#18
16 matches on one map
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TF2 General Discussion
VulcanWhy 16 out of all numbers 16 matches in esea?
Yes :)
posted about 7 years ago
#1
16 matches on one map
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TF2 General Discussion
What map do you pick?
I like snakewater I would play it 16 times :)
posted about 7 years ago
#8
lft
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Recruitment (looking for team)
Don't let her fool you she can actually play Demolition in Invite too.
Very good
posted about 7 years ago
#19
Start Streams Earlier?
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TF2 General Discussion
syphrowrowDidn't these games get way more about a year ago?Xorickhow many viewers did the stream get? i couldnt watch the match last night.I saw a peak around 840 viewers
Should've seen the views 2 years ago....
Shit was cash
posted about 7 years ago