Scratch is in the same boat I am in currently. Guy wants to improve but his past is determining his future. Though I have never been banned or said anything racial I have been criticized too. I'm trying to change my future as well and my post was completely trashed as well. I'm not defending all the weird crap he said but I feel like we all make mistakes when were younger.Some worse then others but I will leave that for the viewer to decide. I believe I was 15 or so when I went into tf2 and now i'm almost 19. I have made some mistakes along the way but I'm far from the same person I was four years ago. I think people are quick to judge someone they haven't met or only met once and let that determine there whole entire thought on a person. One guy on my post who I had never talked, met or even played tf2 was criticizing me. Why am I being hated by someone who has not even spoken to me and it had me confused. How can someone hate me who has not met me and that's what I want to talk about. Out of everyone posting comments or typing out 5 sentenced words only half of you have actually talked to scratch more then once. Half of that have actually played with him and the other half probably haven't even spoken to him personally. I get the whole idea of not talking to someone you don't agree with but why make a comment if you cant hear someone out. Me and Scratch had a bit of beef but I saw this post and added the guy and just talked to him. We both didn't like each other but we both agreed on somethings and listened to the other speak. We got somewhere talking and not arguing and put our differences aside to just talk about our futures. If I can do that then I think anyone who has a problem with him, me, or anyone can do that as well. For someone like me who has been know to get frustrated talking to someone like an adult got me somewhere rather then trying to completely destroy someones post because I needed to validate that this person is garbage.

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Looking to improve my skills
Willing to do whatever it takes to be at the level I want
Im on every single day and am eagered to improve
I have multiple mentors but none are online
Im looking to develop my skill with someone of a higher caliber

Wanting to review everyday
Open to being yelled at
Open to any critism I can get
I want this

Good medic
has potential

( Demo Main )

Im looking for a strong core to join
Im a dedicating player looking to further his hobby

Looking to make playoffs again and move to im

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