who's winston peters

my younger brother tells me he hates me everyday. my sister tries to avoid me all day. my dad practically lives in his room and sometimes spends the entire day in there
it's been roughly a year and two months since my mother passed away and it really hurts me to see how it's affected my family and i. my dad used to be so much more energetic and full of life. my sister would actually talk to me, and my brother was so nice
now it just feels like they all hate me, any time i leave my room to try to interact with them the response is almost always "leave me alone" or "go away"
i have spent a lot of more time in my room because of this and even then people still get angry at me for spending too much time in my room
i feel incredibly isolated from everyone else around me, and my friends have been turning against me this past month, my best friend doesn't talk to me anymore and avoids me when he can
i don't have a circle jerk and i spend most of my time just doing things alone even though i really wished that i had a cjerk to just chill out in and talk to people, play games with other people, etc.
at the moment it feels like no one cares for me despite caring way too much for others, i'm incredibly lonely and depressed

why are people downfragging my friend phlps :(

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holy shit i'm triggered

they don't?

they have the game popped up on their own computers

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now this is a lit gamer who will go very far

only other dedicated gamer on eels, seriously interested in improving, extremely dedicated. great DM as well.

5/6 of our players are in hs
the other 1 was someone who couldn't get the money

i will also like to take this post to say thanks for anyone who payed for my esea season funds. every season i play i need someone to pay for it due to my parents being very resilient flr helping me out. thanks to icyfeather and b4nny for helping me out in s19, jaguarfiend for helping me in s22, and citric for helping me out in s23. it truely means a lot to me and i wouldnt have been able to play esea without u guys, so thanks

this was possibly my last season of playing esea due to other things taking priority and me feeling guilty that i need someone to pay for me every season. was fun tho, gg to happybob's team, wish we could've played.

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safrix is a really good addition to any team

bump lft sub

dont bait him if u ask him to ring