idk I guess I just thought the tf2 community is supposed to be an awesome one that helps out others when they are down in the dirt but I guess the tf2 community thing to do (most people are alright but there are a select few) is bring up shit that happened years and years ago and talk shit to someone who actually tried to kill themselves last year and thankfully survived (and make jokes about it on tftv in this thread) and is struggling more right now than they ever have. I'm sorry for those of you that I shit on in the past but that was years ago so try to look past that and help out someone in need. I don't care who you are you could be fucking bape and I would still try to help you out in anyway I can instead of just shitting on him for who he was years ago. I'm not posting anymore in this thread it's clearly going nowhere aside from the few of you who have added me and said things I can actually use to help me so thanks!

Thanks man really appreciate it <3

Wow something from 2014/2015 Thanks for the really productive picture!

That's really funny. I actually did try to kill myself so maybe don't joke about that shit

Thanks man I will look into that I really appreciate that. I have friends and family they just aren't financially able to help out right now.

0 life skills? lol whatever bro yeah I was a young immature kid who didn't know how to control my emotions but I'm older and much more mature now but I don't see how bringing up my past has literally ANYTHING to do with me right now in 2019. People change, you can't always see people for who they were in the past... Thanks man I'll look into that!

I'm filling out apps online while I'm browsing tftv. Keep talking shit bro

Cool dude no one cares. Pathological lying? Unrelenting delusion? Complete lack of accountability and 5 man diamond overwatch streams all pay off? Do you really gotta be that low?!? I don't even know what the fuck you are talking about but if it's what I'm assuming it's probably all the shit I did from like 2012??? 7 years ago????. One day you'll grow up and mature just like I have and I wish you the best of luck! Stop living in the past bro

Thank you for those of you that posted some productive responses. I've been looking for a job for a week or two now and still haven't found anything. I've thought about selling my PC and as far as my tf2 items and stuff I want to sell them but I want to sell them for actual cash and not just to my steam wallet and I'm not 100% sure how to go about that and also for those of you that are saying "oh im on here begging for money instead of looking for a job or doing this or doing that..." I've been looking for a job and doing everything I can to try to find a way to make money. I'm struggling and have been extremely depressed which hasn't helped at all :(

Anyways if anyone can help out my paypal is in the OP. Someone sent $10 so I just wanna say thank you for that!

Lastly mason, did you really gotta come on here and say something like that. But tell bape I said thanks! :)

Hello, it is I dflame. I didn't want to make this thread but I feel like I have no choice at this point in time. I already know I'm probably gonna get shit on and that's okay. Anyways, I was recently let go from my job and I'm so financially fucked right now it's not even funny and I have no one to really turn to. I know I was a shit person in the past but I haven't been like that for a long time. I've also been extremely depressed because of all of this and haven't been able to sleep at all. Not to mention my car took a giant shit on me recently and I had to use what money I had saved to fix it right before I was let go from my job :(. Anyways If anyone would be willing to help me out of this super difficult time I'd be so extremely grateful, even just a little will help it all adds up. If anyone wants to talk at all or can help me out I will leave my paypal link as well as my steam profile below. Thank you TFTV! <3

Also I know my paypal link says "tsmtopgun" but that is me I just was using it for my stream I've been trying to start. (im not actually on tsm either its just a meme before anyone asks lol)

https://i.imgur.com/1U14p1H.jpg

PAYPAL - paypal.me/tsmtopgun

https://steamcommunity.com/id/_zeroskillz

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god dude you are making me feel old hahaha

I'd love to see Mix^ come back and try to dethrone Froyo in the last season. Honestly tf2 was at its prime when Mix^ and Froyo/LG/whatever lol were going back and forth and having super close games.

I've been super busy with real life stuff for a while but I would like to play again for the last season of ESEA. Can start or backup. I mainly play scout at a IM level but wouldn't be opposed to trying roamer or demo in open or even scout. Open every night. I know I had some problems in the past but I'm older now. I'm just trying to improve and have some fun with a good group of people. Feel free to check out my esea profile and add me on steam below. Thanks!

Edit: I forgot to mention I can play either flank or pocket scout. I like getting heals but I feel like my calling isn't always the best so I do like playing the flank.

ESEA History :
ESEA-O S13: Tonight's Entertainment (3rd Playoffs)
ESEA-IM S14: Tonight's Entertainment (10th)
ESEA-IM S15: Tonight's Entertainment (1st Playoffs)
ESEA-IM S16: Tonight's Entertainment (5-4)
ESEA-O S16: Goldman Sachs (2nd Playoffs)
ESEA-IM S17: The Fantazzmagazzlers (7-9)
ESEA-O S18: SYOPS TF2 (5th Playoffs)
ESEA-IM S19: egyptian flamingos (9-7) 8th playoffs
ESEA-IM S20: ExultanceTF2 (14-2) 3rd/4th playoffs
ESEA-IM S21: frickin awesome gamers (6-2)
ESEA-I S22: Sal's Canal (2-14)
ESEA-IM S23: el farmo (6-7)
ESEA-IM S24 (played 2 matches in invite and then subbed for a IM team the rest of the season)
ESEA-O S25: Cat Noises (18-4) 4th playoffs

ESEA Profile/Full ESEA history: http://play.esea.net/users/401083?tab=history

STEAM Profile: http://www.steamcommunity.com/id/_zeroskillz