https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=1&v=jKVYX5qB2bY

btw he has videos on his youtube of him with the scope removal script lol (literally the featured video that auto-plays when u open his youtube channel)

really interesting how this series of events occurs

-freakshow is like bottom im and only plays scout/sniper
-quits after being exposed as a cheater
-comes back years later
-is suddenly by far the best demo in div 1 and its not even close

i wonder if something underhanded could be happening here!

You could message an admin on steam, thats what I did when the goblin zone guys were planning on offclassing in d2

To be fair; I remeber playing against s4rr in s29 open and he was definitely a solid player mechanically, I think his team finished top 8 or top 4. Definitely reasonable to restrict him in IM which is supposed to be the low open equivalent

His delivery is obviously awful but I will reaffirm that he is basically right;

A lot of people blame tf2 / video games for their depression but for me, the height of my depression was definitely after I quit tf2 in s21. I'd gone from an asocial loner with a hobby to an asocial loner with no hobbies, I'd thought quitting tf2 would fix all my issues but in reality, it amplified them. I spent the whole year after that neglecting my studies, my friends, and my own personal health. I eventually ended up coming back to tf2 (obviously) and honestly I'd say it has a positive impact on my mental health, for a few hours a night I get to hang out with some chill guys and play my favorite game in a good environment.

What actually ""ended"" my depression (I haven't felt seriously depressed for over a year now) was a drastic change in living situations, I moved to a new city, made a whole new circle of friends, and was immensely busy with first-year engineering work at university. It was basically a soft reset on my life up to that point, I started working out, taking my studies very seriously, started acting more extroverted, and actively trying to make friends with strangers, things that were basically unthinkable to me in high school.

Earlier in the thread, you said you had agoraphobia, so obviously what worked for me won't work for you, but as someone else who has dealt with serious depressive episodes the best advice I can give is to change things up, get out of your rut and do things you've never done before, go places you've never been, whatever or wherever that might be. I understand if you brush this off though, I heard this exact same advice from others when I was dealing with depressive episodes; it took the actual material conditions of my life forcing me to change before I actually did anything, making me very lucky.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nvqTP5Hh1OU

Death to scout

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1urtAQzPl4GFmQmml4WWYCBEF2fqoRnxFktTu2IMId1Q/edit#gid=2056338013

josh is a god

cool dude and very solid on proj classes. could probably do fine in div 1 on soldier/demo imo and would absolutely own div2

>#60

Best post mustard has made in years

https://i.imgur.com/NJIYCCj.png

lol valve has seen it at least so we can be secure in knowing it will be fixed by 2025

Why not just wait to make threads for when the divs are announced then

good mechanics players would do really well with a good maincall pocket scout

unban market gardener in dm