https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v6q1j9uZR1w

wait there's gay people in tf2?

every single time i get some momentum and confidence about my skill in tf2 by either feeling like i do generally well or when people compliment me about how i play, later i feel like so fucking worthless and shitty.

this preseason i thought i honestly could've accomplished in the regular season something because i thought i was playing generally well and leaving good impressions on the teams i ringed or tryout'd for, and when i started actually playing for a team i started doing so fucking shit the entire time my head starts hurting so much and by the end of the night i just go to bed on the verge of tears because of how fucking shit i do because i'm letting my team down on a daily basis

while i could actually blame my irl scenario atm for how shitty i've been doing ingame because school has been very stressful and another irl accident that i rly don't like talking about in public put me in mental turmoil, i really don't want to do that, i feel like most people deal with that or worse shit daily and do well ingame meanwhile i'm just being a dumb fucking baby and letting that affect me ingame, also me getting home from school and right away having to get on my computer didn't really help me play well at all

a long time ago i accepted that it's ok if i don't become anything decent in terms of skill level in my time playing tf2 or any competitive game if i end up playing others in the future because i know some people are just naturally not meant to be good at videogames and i really do think that person is me, but i also want to say i accomplished something with the time i've put into games and stuff

i still feel like when i'm completely in peace with myself and relaxed, i feel like i could honestly do decent stuff in tf2 but right now i'm so fucking conflicted and demoralized about everything that happens inside and outside of tf2.

esp since i got cut this season because of how shit i was doing, i feel like i'm never gonna regain my old form when i feel like i was well aware of stuff happening in game and only die to really tough shit to survive and/or the bad habits i've been trying to fix for so long, and that has made me so fucking sad recently, ofc i want to be proven wrong and be in peace with my skill level and myself soon, but who fucking knows at this point

zip, multiple demos, ticks r in the names
open

https://i.imgur.com/mNzwacZ.png

it's too late to delete the thread or to edit it, someone already prob did it because they saw this thread and if they want to share it around they can just upload the file/folder to dropbox

i really don't think it was a good idea to make a thread for this (not just the tutorial but the thread in general), this has more consequences on the game than the box shadows do because this basically makes spy useless and basically ur padding ur death stat in logs if u try to go spy, meanwhile with box shadows yeah it's still a pretty big deal but at least it affects all classes equally (?)

get ur soft core cheater starter pack

• box/emo shadows
  
• loud (de)cloak sounds
  
• scope-less sniper zoom
  

toonhud while yeah it's easy to customize and make it not completely awful to look at, it's still far from being that you can say "that's really nice looking"

i've always been a fan of wavesui for being such a good looking hud that doesn't really compromise in the ingame ui like some others have
and i think huds like ahud, flamehud and yahud variations (some more than others) are overlooked in terms of how they look, they're really nice, clean and simple

as for the ugliest ones, i think i got to mention mine but ofc that was made on purpose, i've never really been a fan of gmang hud and reverto hud but they're far from being "so-ugly-they're-unuseable", the only one i could really find it to be that ugly is some hud that hypnotize updated that had the healthbar take all the left side of the screen and everytime i get reminded that it exists it hurts

honorable mention: medhud (ONLY medic mains cna USE THIS HUD) and monsta's infamous GUNSIGNHUD

s31 bump (maybe)
updated op, i'm gonna be busy with school til week 3-4 but i still really wanna play tf2 and give my best.
so mostly lft sub and hopefully main

https://clips.twitch.tv/LachrymoseBoxySpiderDancingBaby
since i knew the clip was gonna get deleted

https://i.imgur.com/alxND0A.png

don't respond to negative stuff in ur lft
instead actually take that as a sign that people find you unpleasant to play with and fix those problems

PERKELE

https://pbs.twimg.com/media/D0X6xNMUUAEtw2k.jpg

this is a stickup put all the frootloops in the bag nyow

https://www.dafont.com/theme.php?cat=501&text=125+6+32+100+200+123456789&af=on

this is what i do when i look for new fonts to mess around with

always been a big fan of avenir and code (ahud font)