If you aren't going to change don't make a new account then we just have to deal with you all over again. If you will change, go for it.

nobody cares? just start fresh with a better personality, you really dont need to overthink these kinds of things

Honestly, those go away after a while. I use to shitpost, and only shitpost on tftv, but after a while I changed, and don't do it intentionally anymore.

Point being, give it time. If you wanna change, then just change; there's no need to make a new account, etc. You will get better, in all areas.

Up to you. Personally I feel creating a new account and and stuff is just hiding. If you want to be a better person then you need to make an active effort from the heart to be better than you were last time. In the end it is all up to you.

i just dont know what to do thats the problem. in my current situation losing tf2 would make my life a lot fucking worse and changing is difficult when a lot of what i do is just manifestations of my irl problems. i dont want to expose people to that but im not sure i can carry on otherwise.

sounds like you need to fix your irl problems instead of worrying about tf2

Take a break from TF2. It's clearly causing more stress than it's worth. Find another hobby for a little while and come back to TF2 after you've spent some time away and you're ready to really change your attitude.

Cyanic from personal experiences with you I think it's best to take a break and come back fresh. It's clearly showing you take your irl situation out on tf2 and it's making you feel this way. Fix your stuff and come back fresh

imo leaving your team after you lose an official isn't the best way to go about things. stick with your team and improve together

didnt you already make one of these?
http://www.teamfortress.tv/41320/any-advice-for-me
quit tf2 and focus on yourself for a bit because continually making threads on tf.tv and not changing anything wont help you

Have I not made it fucking clear I don't want to talk to you?

And also please don't fucking comment on shit you know nothing about. Members of my team left. I didn't leave.

Off to a good start

Am I supposed to just let him tell lies about me

I think you couldve worded it better to not come off as hostile

http://imgur.com/a/zwv3z

You also put a recruitment post on ETF2L a couple days ago too.

Cyanic you’re not a bad player man. Just chill out a bit

Edit: http://etf2l.org/recruitment/246225/ I don’t think there’s any need for the whole alias change. Just carry on we all have shit moments

I didn't leave. If you must know our med decided to leave because we used a merc for the official because she told me she couldn't play and one of our scouts said he couldn't commit anymore.

Nobody has officially left the team yet. Try talking it out first before jumping the ship. If you manage to talk it out with your medic the only thing you need is a new scout and you're good to go.

I used to have a really bad name (maybe some people still think of me like that) but I started to change and even though sometimes people didnt want to trial me or whatever because of my bad name I just ignored it and moved on, trying to get better and show them thats not how I am.

So yeah if you really want to play, just play but dont expect people to like you if you are not going to change.

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