I'm gutted I wasn't able to see you this weekend. We were supposed to be dicking around having drunken adventures in copenhagen right now.

I miss you so much.

It's been months since we've talked, but I hope you're doing well. I'm doing better and I hope you are too, considering what you've been dealing with personally. Hopefully we'll get to talk again sometime and I hope you're happy with your studies and such. :)

Hope you're happy and healthy

Bumping this again after the announcement of i67, which means this'll be the first year in a long time that there will be no TF2-focused LANs. I'll start:

It's been a long time since I've wanted to talk to you after what happened then, but it hurt way too much knowing whose side you took during that era. I don't know why you did what you did when I trusted you fully with information and you let that information pass on to the people who hurt me most. I don't know if you've come to terms with your complicity during that time, but regardless, it hurt me in a way I have not come to terms with. I'm sorry if I hurt your friend, I'm sorry if I hurt you, and I'm sorry that something you put your heart and soul into was destroyed just like that - imagine how much it hurts for me, especially after some names involved in it were revealed to be just as bad as a man we once both cared about. I'm still hurting to this day for what you did.

However, I know your life has not been easy either since. You are incredibly talented and you seem like a good person deep down. I don't want to see your actions as something that defines who you actually are. I was going to address this next time I saw you, but that's gonna be a while at this point, isn't it? I lost a lot during then, and I consider you part of what I lost. I just hope you're doing well, your family & friends are doing well, and I am still waiting for us to talk about it once you're ready; maybe I can find you again. Take care. Have fun with your streams!

You once told me that if we ever stopped talking that I'd forget who you are, but how could I? I want to know how you're doing, and what you're dong now. You've grown up, and I've grown up. I still feel guilty for what I did, that's what I want you to know, and that you're still in my memories.

Just want to know if you're okay. I still feel guilty

achievement idle awesomebox will still hold more memories for me than any other part of this game. the strange huo long heater you gifted me made me happier than any other item I've owned or will own, unless it comes from you

i played with you in 2018 with your highlander team. sorry i sucked back then, i was brand new and didn't really play that much seriously. now i've evolved to a point where i can consider myself, in a sense, competent. as i play and grow more and more i'll always have you and that team in my mind. even though that team told me to give up comp, you kept me going, and i'd like to thank you for that. i don't know if you'll ever read this, but if you do i hope you appreciate this. thanks for everything, dude.

you introduced me to comp tf2 back in 2013, and though I'm not really into tf2 anymore, I wish we could play a match or two again

I know you used to get mad a lot and didn't like the game as much as I did, but I know I can be among the best like we both wanted to be when we were kids, staying up and watching new uploads on Tagg's channel before he moved to Chicago and started streaming. Laughing every day after school. It was total paradise man. I wish you and me could both realize our potential, but you've made your choice, free as you are to. I know it's safer and more sustainable. I want to make you proud if I ever see you again, I miss you dearly, so I'll play until I can't anymore.

i'm sorry i made you rage by sniping you and only going after you on degroot keep.

Nice hustle tons of fun. Next time eat a salad.