I am looking for an esea team. I am already on a team but I have always wanted to play in esea and it shouldn't really have taken me this long anyway. the team that i am on i love those guys but there are reasons why i am looking for another team. one reason being we aren't playing in esea. that team would take a backseat roll to the esea team btw. my view towards this game is that it should not be played to win but that I should play it because of the 'beauty' (for lack of a better word) of it. its not a beautiful game, it is a gritty and terrible fuck fest and i hate myself regularly for playing it but i do it anyway because i want to get better for some stupid reason. I feel like there is something i can learn from playing it about life and a person's character.

I would like to play on a team that hangs out in mumble, talks about scrims and is supportive of each other, all that good stuff. listening is also nice. not being judgmental is also nice. being wise is also nice. having the same amount of hours generally is also nice, i have 1300 hours on soldier. i can be brutally honest and i wont always be a kind person so please be prepared to deal with me. if that doesn't sound like your kind of teammate, then don't ask me for the try and we can both be happy. but if you like constantly being aggressive and making strong moves, then add me and we can make each other happy. not that im a complete dickhead all of the time, just give me a try and youll see what im talking about.

so if you would give me a chance, i would love to play with you, thanks.

http://steamcommunity.com/id/explosion_sauce/