First off its my birthday so im drunk so sorry if it comes off as cheesy or whatever but I do mean this.
Hey so I have noticed that my reputation and posts here are getting out of control. I'm not making this thread for myself but for people who I seem to have offended in my posts. I also think i'm getting too much attention by people which is what I ultimately want (not enough attention when a child or something). Part of the reason i make awful posts or post really controversial opinions is so I can get attention and stand out. Sometimes my posts are genuine and it's just me having a different opinion but other times it's me just wanting people to argue with me. I have been diagnosed with various mental illnesses (not just autism) and i'm not wanting to use this as an excuse for my posts but just to let people know why I do it along with just being an attention whore. There was even a petition (even kind of a joke) and I feel like I must be upsetting people if they really want me banned so much. I never understood banning people for saying things because I feel like everyone should be able to speak freely. I am a very different person in real life than my posts on here will reflect so I do ask that people don't make their minds up on me before interacting with people. I won't make any more posts that I think will offend people. I still stand by my serious posts and opinions such as my dislike of Islam as I think the religion does more harm than good. I'm not backing down on some of my opinions but people have been adding me upset as they think I hate their race and it's made me feel guilty. I didn't think people would take my posts seriously like this but they do so I will try to be more careful.
Believe it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. He advocates treatment for drug addiction, not punishment This means more to be than any other political stance since it's something I care about deeply. Most drug addicts are no different than you or I and they just wanted something to help them with the difficulties of life. We all make mistakes. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho
First off its my birthday so im drunk so sorry if it comes off as cheesy or whatever but I do mean this.
Hey so I have noticed that my reputation and posts here are getting out of control. I'm not making this thread for myself but for people who I seem to have offended in my posts. I also think i'm getting too much attention by people which is what I ultimately want (not enough attention when a child or something). Part of the reason i make awful posts or post really controversial opinions is so I can get attention and stand out. Sometimes my posts are genuine and it's just me having a different opinion but other times it's me just wanting people to argue with me. I have been diagnosed with various mental illnesses (not just autism) and i'm not wanting to use this as an excuse for my posts but just to let people know why I do it along with just being an attention whore. There was even a petition (even kind of a joke) and I feel like I must be upsetting people if they really want me banned so much. I never understood banning people for saying things because I feel like everyone should be able to speak freely. I am a very different person in real life than my posts on here will reflect so I do ask that people don't make their minds up on me before interacting with people. I won't make any more posts that I think will offend people. I still stand by my serious posts and opinions such as my dislike of Islam as I think the religion does more harm than good. I'm not backing down on some of my opinions but people have been adding me upset as they think I hate their race and it's made me feel guilty. I didn't think people would take my posts seriously like this but they do so I will try to be more careful.
Believe it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. He advocates treatment for drug addiction, not punishment This means more to be than any other political stance since it's something I care about deeply. Most drug addicts are no different than you or I and they just wanted something to help them with the difficulties of life. We all make mistakes. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho
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edit: oh shit I regret this immediately
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To be honest I don't think anything you say can dissuade some of the circlejerkers that have latched onto you
To be honest I don't think anything you say can dissuade some of the circlejerkers that have latched onto you
didnt u already make an apology thread not even a year ago
didnt u already make an apology thread not even a year ago
i have troubles understanding wether or not this is a joke
either way, stay away from the computer
i have troubles understanding wether or not this is a joke
either way, stay away from the computer
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nykTo be honest I don't think anything you say can dissuade some of the circlejerkers that have latched onto you
People can be very quick to make up their minds on someone. I'm not saying i'm a great person and they should like me, as I explained I am very flawed. I just made this because of the people I upset and I want to apologize. I want to be a nice person and i'm going to try very hard.
[quote=nyk]To be honest I don't think anything you say can dissuade some of the circlejerkers that have latched onto you[/quote]
People can be very quick to make up their minds on someone. I'm not saying i'm a great person and they should like me, as I explained I am very flawed. I just made this because of the people I upset and I want to apologize. I want to be a nice person and i'm going to try very hard.
sheepy_dogs_handBelieve it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho
Appreciate the candor but hopefully you will grow up to understand why I disagree strongly with the above sentiment. In a way it's almost worse than voter apathy, which is already a big problem.
[quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]Believe it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho[/quote]
Appreciate the candor but hopefully you will grow up to understand why I disagree strongly with the above sentiment. In a way it's almost worse than voter apathy, which is already a big problem.
Getawhalesheepy_dogs_handBelieve it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho
Appreciate the candor but hopefully you will grow up to understand why I disagree strongly with the above sentiment. In a way it's almost worse than voter apathy, which is already a big problem.
Well it's not the only reason I would vote for him of course. People tend to vote on what effects them personally and working with drug addicts this is highly important to me. If someone like Hilary had the same view on drugs as bernie I still wouldn't vote for her because of everything else.
[quote=Getawhale][quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]Believe it or not I was actually a Bernie supporter because of his drug policy. Since he's not gonna win it's Trump all the way tho[/quote]
Appreciate the candor but hopefully you will grow up to understand why I disagree strongly with the above sentiment. In a way it's almost worse than voter apathy, which is already a big problem.[/quote]
Well it's not the only reason I would vote for him of course. People tend to vote on what effects them personally and working with drug addicts this is highly important to me. If someone like Hilary had the same view on drugs as bernie I still wouldn't vote for her because of everything else.
Mumadidnt u already make an apology thread not even a year ago
Yes i think I was just wanting attention back then. I am genuine here though I will try very hard to change my view on racism and things like that and I will try to make sure i'm sensitive and not ignorant in my posts
I read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.
[quote=Muma]didnt u already make an apology thread not even a year ago[/quote]
Yes i think I was just wanting attention back then. I am genuine here though I will try very hard to change my view on racism and things like that and I will try to make sure i'm sensitive and not ignorant in my posts
I read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.
sheepy_dogs_handPeople can be very quick to make up their minds on someone.
ya i made a very quick judgment from your 100s of racist and bigoted posts that you're a racist bigoted asshole
mental illness does not make you a good person
[quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]
People can be very quick to make up their minds on someone.[/quote]
ya i made a very quick judgment from your 100s of racist and bigoted posts that you're a racist bigoted asshole
mental illness does not make you a good person
"i was just pretending"
even if it was all a joke (its not) yre still a giant tool for joking about being a racist for 12 months
like u made this exact post 6 months ago and proceeded to still be a dick so idk what yr game is here's yr (you)
"i was just pretending"
even if it was all a joke (its not) yre still a giant tool for joking about being a racist for 12 months
like u made this exact post 6 months ago and proceeded to still be a dick so idk what yr game is here's yr (you)
I never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I have found there is more to people than what they type on forums.
I never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I have found there is more to people than what they type on forums.
sheepy_dogs_handI read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.
anime takes saves another life :)
thanks anime!
[quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]I read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.[/quote]
anime [s]takes[/s] [i]saves[/i] another life :)
thanks anime!
I have to say, for a (according to you) drunk person you still post fairly readable and typo-free posts. Pretty impressive honestly
I have to say, for a (according to you) drunk person you still post fairly readable and typo-free posts. Pretty impressive honestly
sheepy_dogs_handI never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I just think you need to realize there is more to people than what they type on forums.
if u were actually trying to change yrself and not be such a waste you wouldn't be making a thread on a public forum apologizing for being an attention seeker
u should seriously be institutionalized
[quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]I never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I just think you need to realize there is more to people than what they type on forums.[/quote]
if u were actually trying to change yrself and not be such a waste you wouldn't be making a thread on a public forum apologizing for being an attention seeker
u should seriously be institutionalized
Mumasheepy_dogs_handI read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.
anime takes saves another life :)
thanks anime!
Honestly despite what everyone says anime and manga have helped me a lot in life and some of the happiest moments of my life is from watching anime.
Edit: here is trailer for anime adaptation of manga that made me want to change. It looks very beautiful, I think a lot of people here could have their eyes opened by watching or reading it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbElewFH464
[quote=Muma][quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]I read this manga called "A Silent Voice" and they are making it into an anime soon. It made be realize that I was unintentionally making people upset and I need to apologize and make it right.[/quote]
anime [s]takes[/s] [i]saves[/i] another life :)
thanks anime![/quote]
Honestly despite what everyone says anime and manga have helped me a lot in life and some of the happiest moments of my life is from watching anime.
Edit: here is trailer for anime adaptation of manga that made me want to change. It looks very beautiful, I think a lot of people here could have their eyes opened by watching or reading it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NbElewFH464
Why not just not shitpost instead of this thread; it's much more effective
Why not just not shitpost instead of this thread; it's much more effective
dont be a bitchboi
born a shitposter die a shitposter
dont be a bitchboi
born a shitposter die a shitposter
eeesheepy_dogs_handI never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I just think you need to realize there is more to people than what they type on forums.
if u were actually trying to change yrself and not be such a waste you wouldn't be making a thread on a public forum apologizing for being an attention seeker
u should seriously be institutionalized
I'm making the thread to let people know im trying to change for the better and to apologize to people I upset with my racist posts. I'm not asking you to forgive me and if you still dislike me thats fine. people are always gonna dislike me.
[quote=eee][quote=sheepy_dogs_hand]I never said it's all a joke. Some of my posts were jokes and just me wanting to get people to argue with me but a lot them were really my opinion and I stand by what I said. However I am trying to change my racist and bigoted views and hopefully become a better person. Also saam I said i'm not trying to make the mental illnesses as an excuse as I am an attention seeker and my views were strongly influenced by my upbringing and im trying to change them for the better. I just think you need to realize there is more to people than what they type on forums.[/quote]
if u were actually trying to change yrself and not be such a waste you wouldn't be making a thread on a public forum apologizing for being an attention seeker
u should seriously be institutionalized[/quote]
I'm making the thread to let people know im trying to change for the better and to apologize to people I upset with my racist posts. I'm not asking you to forgive me and if you still dislike me thats fine. people are always gonna dislike me.
people wouldnt dislike u if u weren't a racist or extremely manipulative
you're either an incredibly weak person who needs any sort of attention to feel justified or a sociopath who enjoys making other people feel bad, either way, saying yr trying to change doesn't matter because everyone knows u wont :(
people wouldnt dislike u if u weren't a racist or extremely manipulative
you're either an incredibly weak person who needs any sort of attention to feel justified or a sociopath who enjoys making other people feel bad, either way, saying yr trying to change doesn't matter because everyone knows u wont :(
eeepeople wouldnt dislike u if u weren't a racist or extremely manipulative
you're either an incredibly weak person who needs any sort of attention to feel justified or a sociopath who enjoys making other people feel bad, either way, saying yr trying to change doesn't matter because everyone knows u wont :(
Well i'm going to prove you wrong. I am a weak person and i've already said i crave attention sometimes but im trying to change that and after this thread I will only make posts I know things about and keep controversial opinions to myself. I feel really bad if I made you feel bad elliott as I know you struggle in life. I don't think we are so different apart from the racism and bigotry but I think we will be friends one day.
[quote=eee]people wouldnt dislike u if u weren't a racist or extremely manipulative
you're either an incredibly weak person who needs any sort of attention to feel justified or a sociopath who enjoys making other people feel bad, either way, saying yr trying to change doesn't matter because everyone knows u wont :([/quote]
Well i'm going to prove you wrong. I am a weak person and i've already said i crave attention sometimes but im trying to change that and after this thread I will only make posts I know things about and keep controversial opinions to myself. I feel really bad if I made you feel bad elliott as I know you struggle in life. I don't think we are so different apart from the racism and bigotry but I think we will be friends one day.
its ok to have ur opinion. just dont be a bitch when people tell u its awful though
its ok to have ur opinion. just dont be a bitch when people tell u its awful though
SpaceGhostsCoffeeI have to say, for a (according to you) drunk person you still post fairly readable and typo-free posts. Pretty impressive honestly
Well chrome corrects spelling mistakes for you, if I didn't have that i would be fucked.
the301stspartanWhy not just not shitpost instead of this thread; it's much more effective
Because some people were adding me and posting about being upset by what i was saying and TF2 is a game that attracts people who want escapism or have issues so I don't want to make things harder on these people. I also want people to know im trying to turn my bigot views around and I and really want to be a better person. I don't want people hating me, all hate does is cause pain. I've been hateful as well and its done no good.
[quote=SpaceGhostsCoffee]I have to say, for a (according to you) drunk person you still post fairly readable and typo-free posts. Pretty impressive honestly[/quote]
Well chrome corrects spelling mistakes for you, if I didn't have that i would be fucked.
[quote=the301stspartan]Why not just not shitpost instead of this thread; it's much more effective[/quote]
Because some people were adding me and posting about being upset by what i was saying and TF2 is a game that attracts people who want escapism or have issues so I don't want to make things harder on these people. I also want people to know im trying to turn my bigot views around and I and really want to be a better person. I don't want people hating me, all hate does is cause pain. I've been hateful as well and its done no good.
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just ban this idiot (¬‿¬)
i dont care
[spoiler]just ban this idiot (¬‿¬)
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Happy birthday Sheepy, have a good one!
Happy birthday Sheepy, have a good one!
how is this not just another attention grab?
If you want to stop shitposting and/or being edgy to provoke people then just stop doing it. You don't need to make an announcement that you're ceasing all cuntish activity. just. stop.
also happy birthday
how is this not just another attention grab?
If you want to stop shitposting and/or being edgy to provoke people then just stop doing it. You don't need to make an announcement that you're ceasing all cuntish activity. just. stop.
also happy birthday
koshow is this not just another attention grab?
If you want to stop shitposting and/or being edgy to provoke people then just stop doing it. You don't need to make an announcement that you're ceasing all cuntish activity. just. stop.
also happy birthday
I suppose it is a little bit on an attention grab even if not intentional. I just made this so people could know I am really sorry if I upset them and i'm genuinely going to change.
Also thanks for wishing me a happy birthday kos thats really nice of you.
[quote=kos]how is this not just another attention grab?
If you want to stop shitposting and/or being edgy to provoke people then just stop doing it. You don't need to make an announcement that you're ceasing all cuntish activity. just. stop.
also happy birthday[/quote]
I suppose it is a little bit on an attention grab even if not intentional. I just made this so people could know I am really sorry if I upset them and i'm genuinely going to change.
Also thanks for wishing me a happy birthday kos thats really nice of you.