give me a shoutout when u see me die 5 rounds in a row on process fast rollout

where do i sign up for notifs on that

there goes my pc upgrade money

no one brought it up again, but i think it would make teamfights a lot more... fighty? or perhaps slower firing speed? Less of it would be decided by whoever hit the first meatshot (or got their mag dumped first, at higher levels). im a dogshit scout and lukewarm solly, but a good chunk of the time it feels like your only contribution to a "teamfight" is mostly to buy time for your own scouts to get 3-4 more shots out onto the combo.

"teamfight" mostly because its rare for dry v dry (even including 5v6) to go down. i might be looking at this with the simplification of "scouts can turn it around too easily" rather than something like theres no mindgames to fake/force a dryfight/exchange that would leave their team discombobulated. (combination of solumn vow/arrow building being nuked into the ground, not that it couldve stayed what it was.)

scout now moves 5% slower. Why? Chaos.

hit stims in game and irl

need to get over myself and at least get on medication. iI've been lifting for like the past month and a half and mentally i dontt want to die constantly anymore which is great but its still crawling around in there waiting for me to not have anything to think about and suddenly im wondering if i still have that folder with apology.txt's still on that one usb. and thats on a good day, with enough sleep and no depression shit going on. idk what i wanted to get out of posting this, i just spent the past 3 days laying in bed for like 15+ hours each day. got a bunch of cool stuff i want and have the means to do that dont even require me to leave my room. that mental wall to begin even moving is just fucking me up.

reako :(

pretty sure Korean, maybe Japanese? hard dance/electro music got around and grew in popularity due to military bases (maybe religious/crisis missions as well but thats more schizo sounding than anything) transplanting whatever they picked up in Italy/Germany/USA/europe.

What began as/made EDM has been available and around since the early 80s but the higher bpm/more extremes of most electronic genres and subgenres mostly developed simultaneously around the globe, normally attributed to the mid-late 90s, but as we've been seeing in the US atm for a genre or otherwise inspired taste to break into the mainstream or even the big "niche" (edc/beyond wonderland/does coachella count?/etc.) events, it starts with a very dense and concentrated origin and then organically(? idk a better description) grows into the monster that, for example, house music has become.

I've asked around about it over the past few years and there has been a couple crossovers with harder or higher BPM dance music popping up in Seoul 85-90ish and definitely closer to what is recognized today after 95. I really want to include japan in there due to it being a thing near Sasebo (naval base), especially during/after desert storm in 91, but I personally haven't met anyone outside of family that was interested at that time. When I was there in okinawa 2012ish an uncle got down pretty well to some big house I was showing to a cousin at the time. Personally i consider him an outlier because it turned out he purposely went for niche/not-normal stuff growing up around late 80s and 90s, with my grandma suggesting they were still kinda covering up the extent of it. i really wanted this bit to be focused on the randos ive asked or ran into, but honestly never got much more of a "first heard X location Y date". Big push to start thinking about it more was @ Basscon wastelands where a bunch of older asians were just vibing in the VIP area and said they heard it wherever they were from during the 90s.

Main reason why I even started looking/thinking about is due to some bits of my family being VERY into old school hip hop in the late 70s and house in the early 80s thru to present-ish and occasionally telling some story about how they heard it in X location you wouldn't expect at Y time that doesn't adhere to what is commonly said on forums and wikipedia. Old skool and something in between disco-and-house apparently produced something a bit ahead of its time out near Carlsbad, CA before the 90s came around and it just became known as house. Being stationed out in germany lead to discovering hard-er electronic music and after desert storm, seeing it (still?) having a presence in Kuwait '94/95. Something similar was told about Seoul, some time before they were immigrating to the US in early 90s it was a weird thing kids/outliers were into, having returned few years later and it's now settled into a solid local scene. Japan was a bit of a fever dream for me as i was still a kid and don't really have any way of talking to family still there, but imagine the shock of seeing someone balls deep into the make-up era of KISS for probably too long turning into the normal-ish suburban nearing retirement age white guy. (Entirely guessing at that analogy, but my grandma was SHOCKED at how that uncle turned out.)

this turned from a small 1 paragraph into a schizo essay, sorry. if u know what im talking about for your part of the globe pls chime in (especially for AUS, cause i know theyve been turning out the precursors for it since very early 90s but not enough to say much else).

theres a log of me dropping like 43 deaths in a sub30 minute process game somewhere.
edit: don't go through a fast rollout into meme spoon phase guys

to hear those words from Mike "let them push me" mat brings a tear to my eye.

ngl putting it that way det helps a lot. bless up

really helps to get that 6th rocket off in the exchange. even the tables ya know

funny answers preferred

fr though I have no clue at what point in the decision making process you flip the switch between agro and hugging the med with gunboats. If im stuck on shotgun coming off of last it feels/flows naturally personally but i definitely notice when i couldve been back in the fight or at least more effective spam/meat shield if i had gunboats but cant connect the dots.

if somehow he doesnt get on as a demo, pocket entropy is always nice. combo will never die to a trap and scouts will hear the occasional demo reloading call

the season drags on. 5-10 currently. pain. every night. combo is crushed by a double bomb with pressure from choke without trading ubers. 5 dead. only 1 up. blank faces stare at the screen. there is no more cheering or excitement anymore. it's expected. brody is forced to spam rockets from mid range. all 4 rockets hit. +2. it is no surprise. no dopamine is produced. last is capped. bliss. one last thought before everyone leaves the mumble.

he will deliver.