Yep, thanks to mister pajaro, I remember that I need to mention that my ban was reduced from 5 years to 1 year, which many wouldn't remember by now. That's why this post was made, originally I would be free from shackles of unbearable shame, worse than pedophilia, only today lol. Calling dibs on the next pedophile apology thread as well.

Hello everybody! Unfortunately, this is not a weekly pedophile exposure thread, but someone reminded me that this community still exists.

So, it's really been five years since this:
https://etf2l.org/2020/02/22/saturday-evening-bans-and-staff-changes/

Before we start, I'd like to congratulate every Russian player on the upcoming 23rd of February, aka Defender of the Fatherland Day. I wish you all strength, good health, and even greater resilience. May you continue to be strong and stay in good faith!

To be honest, I myself don’t remember the whole situation or why it happened. Let’s get things clear: Before, during, and after (for about two hours) posting my legendary Discord message, I:

1. Was not familiar with a person named Jan.
2. Never knew he was dying from cancer or that he had passed at the time of posting.

The situation went like this: It was a typical 7:00 AM morning. I had slept for about three hours after gaming and barely kept my eyes open for school. I hopped into VC to say a quick hi, someone mentioned that someone ded in between yap. I didn’t take it seriously and, honestly, still don't. That’s the entire explanation behind the situation. The whole thing was a shitpost without the actual knowledge of what had happened.

And my third point: I wasn’t the one who wrote that apology of mine, simply did not care back then (also chatgpt wasn't around) Not sorry nor ashamed to admit it, but I am proud that I’ve come further in my English language journey than before.

When the whole thing happened, it snowballed into a big mess, which included some events that I’d like to remind you of:

- The hypocrisy of ETF2L at its finest:
https://imgur.com/a/QV6r7VP
https://imgur.com/a/EOuKiFq
(If the situation was vise versa and my friend died and I was in position of power, I wouldn't reduce any sentence and none of this would ever slide, but yeah, happens ig, who are we to judge)

- If you look closely at the post right under my ban, there's another case — one punishable under EU law and in any normal country: inappropriate behavior around minors (as I recall, a 15-year-old boy received pp pics). Says a lot about the admins of that time period.

- This comment about ETF2L admin aleskee using the N-word:
https://www.teamfortress.tv/56227/etf2l-admins#15
Honourable mentions: https://imgur.com/a/VBHCDjp

Think of this however you want.

To try to make this post less useless, I’d like to raise awareness about painless and harmless bone marrow donation for blood cancer patients. Most of them are in desperate need of a genetic match, but there aren’t nearly enough donors. Please take the time to read and apply here—this site provides contact info for over 58 countries where you can register as a donor:
https://wmda.info/become-a-donor/

The process is incredibly simple: Go to a clinic, get a blood test, and that’s it. I registered as a donor 2.5 years ago and am still hoping for a call one day.

I don’t know the point of bringing up the past, but the last thing I want to say is this: Over these past five years, I’ve also experienced the loss of someone to cancer. We weren’t on good terms, but I do my best to support his very young son. In fact, right after the funeral, the kid couldn’t bear to stay any longer and asked me to join him. We went back to their home and spent the rest of the day playing Sons of the Forest and, yeah, Fortnite. When I think about it, it’s kind of ironic — never once in that moment did my own words cross my mind.

Anyways

Rest in peace, Jan.
Fortnite dance music

I wasn't just banned on ETF2L. I also received a steam ID ban on all serveme.tf server (while paedos could still play on them) and an ETF2L admin contacted other leagues (RGL/UGC) to get me mirror banned. While someone writing this (https://imgur.com/a/7hH4gAW) on the same discord server while an admin reacted received no ban.

https://imgur.com/a/hbcZ2mw

UGC.

I am sorry for any hurt I caused,
Little Nyar

Can you please change my name to LittleNyar, thanks.

Looking for coach for maptalk on cp_process_final & cp_metalworks and prob next weeks on s33.