I think everyone at some point in there life has these thoughts as to why we should wake up tomorrow morning, at least it's appeared that way with the people I've talked to and the people that help me get through the thoughts. I don't mean this in the form as if it were a Right of Passage into the community, because if it was up to me, I wish no one went through this, because no one deserves to feel like they have no purpose. I have my own story, it's still being written today, but overall when people tell you that it gets better it does. I'm not saying it'll happen over night, I'm not saying that suicidal thoughts wont creep back into your mind, but I will say it's up to you if you let them control you, and it certainly will be up to you if you decide to take your own life, and we'll respect that decision, anyone that has experienced suicidal thoughts won't think you took the Cowards way out, because they understand that when you ponder the thought of taking your own life you wonder what the person that will walk in will think, in your case, what will your mom think, or sister? If you need a reason to wake up tomorrow morning just think it's to make someone smile, may that be your mom, sister, a stranger, or even the person that's caused you the most pain, because like I said earlier in this post, no one deserves to go through this kind of pain and suffering.