You guys warned me
Gemm, moralexei and others, oh yeah I still remember
But no I never truly listened did I

Honestly, at this point, I feel like more people hate me now than they did when I made the server
And this is not just from recent drama, this is ongoing
I feel like people have more beef with me for trying to make an all-inclusive chill place for people to play together

I never wanted beef with anyone, and I don't hate anyone even today but I feel so bad when I meet up with people that I was chill with and I looked upto, now they have unfathomable resentment or something against me. You can feel that shit between the lines, even when they talk politely.

It's hit me that the more you know me, the less you would want to
I understand everyone atleast finds me cringe and bad at the game - yeah sometimes I do shit without critically thinking and I make mistakes, sometimes really damaging ones I wish I could take back, but now it feels like I've burnt too many bridges and that fire is spreading

When I first joined the community from i65 it was such a good feeling and I wanted to keep being happy like that, but now I don't think I can be that person anymore. People used to come and enjoy my streams because I used to smile all the time, and now I'm embarrassed to even turn on my face cam and pretend

I've never been that guy to give up but I know when I'm unwanted man, it sucks to have come to this
Hell even ingame I fucking suck man, I've been stagnant at the same skill level for over a year and I can't get any better even with all the luxury and perks of being me
I don't want to give up rahmix due to my own selfish reasons and be emo about if - I know there isn't anywhere else for EU 6s and I don't want others to suffer for myself if they enjoy playing on rahmix

I like to help people,and I like when people come together like it was lan but idk if i want to even go to the next one
I really like to play this game but It's like I'm also done with it too
I really wish I could go back and make ammends man, I don't want to be a sour taste and be ill-spoken of

What do I do? I don't want to be remembered with bad connotations, I want people to think good of me and I'm always trying to work towards that
Need help guys, sorry that im posting my life story on a tftv thread

Update:

Added elo to the Asia and NA ffa pugs
Link still works at the top if people are interested
Just want to try and revive some pugs, one step at a time :)

What sort of nerf would you implement to what class and why?

The thought of losing to HL players

Yo I'm lft medic any div this season
timetable shifted so I can play late
just bored and want to play 100 ping :^)

rahmed

Does it lower fps significantly on some people's systems too much?
Too much file space taken up?
I don't understand how people in 2022 are getting banned from etf2l/rgl for not submitting demos - what is a valid reason not to record demos

do u even have a licence for that?

React to projectiles faster so decrease your input lag wherever possible
This may include: using a flame hider script (when w+m1 u don't see ur flames) ; having faster response times from ur hardware and taking drugs - but ur probably on some already if ur playing pyro

I want the switch experience and play on the go, but I can't afford the game rn
Deciding whether I should emulate this or not

What do you guys think about it

offside burger side-effects may include:

Found on Kyy's stream
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1286589272

Fancy Elf Prem Debut

This is not islamophobia