I kinda thought the zam conspiracy was a meme on the team, I appreciated the time he gave me and our team. I even recorded the whole session I had with him and you and re-listened to make sure I didn't miss anything.
I will say that no one on our team was really questioning the central mids, we have all seen higher level games where it is the main mid strat. We just thought it did not work for us, we tried to tell you but you kept calling for it.
One thing I know you told vin was that our flank needed to stay on the flank in almost every situation. Zam said that we were death balling together too much and leaving the flanks open. I think u synthesized that poorly and tried to explain in a catch-all, lacking nuance.
In the end, this came down to us not liking the calls and certain plays you were making. We all thought you were too cookie-cutter and lacked the ability to adapt to new information. This is why your google doc of strats made us mald (to be fair we haven't used it in a about a week or 2) a lot of it is probably good too, I just didn't like the nature of it. When tf2 becomes a college lecture it sucks alot of fun out of the game.
However, it shows that you are very committed to improving and put a lot of work into our team. I have no doubt that if you continue grinding like this you will be a great player. It just wasn't for us...