yeah that sucks, you should definitely check out the vods then if you don't have a chance to catch it live

most invite teams have players that stream scrims often or on occasion

pyyyyyyyyour, stevec,ggggglylglylgly, rr, platinum, maela, xalox etc

you should watch some streams/vods

gonna upload the vod from lins soon just finished it, if anyone else has one feel free to toss it up here

how old are you? what is it you do exactly? did you lose someone close to you recently

are you in school, do you work etc, seriously you need to be a realist with your current situation its honestly not hard to know what the void is in your life. a lot of people aren't content with what they're doing, you need to find something new, if you don't like your job, if you aren't happy with what school you're going to, if you need a lady friend in your life, if you don't like where you live travel a bit. or you could just be some angsty teenager that hasn't experienced much at all which could be depressing to begin with

everyone knows a lot of people that play tf2 are bro's and they can easily consider them friends but seriously staying at your computer is doing you more harm than you even know. essentially you're just moping around, you have to get out and do something different, you never know what you'll find that will spark your interest or be a pick me up

that's not the point at all, staying confined and inside (I.E posting here etc) isn't going to help at all, it's not about being easy to figure out either. your friends are there for you when you need them. talking about anything to them in general will take your mind off things or they can pin point something that didn't even occur to you in the first place, or help you find out whats missing that's making you feel awful

if you feel like shit you have to get out of the house, it's an absolute must

go chill with your friends, tell them why you're feeling down and out

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filco is top notch, if you have the money to spend i highly recommend it

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vods are up, thanks for watching

feel free to toss up more in here, stv is fine too and if you wanna link stats ill check them out afterwards