as far as their kickstarter updates go

they seem committed
they not only seem to be moving forward, and convey obligation to their backers and fans
but also seem emotionally tied to their idea of this game, and that's really all that matters
they want this to exist, and choose to spend their time making it

that's nice, I hope it pans out for both them and us

wtf even happens in the first clip? or is it two?
how are we on viaduct?
looked like cool frags
also, how does your epic intro buildup resolve? is the vaccinator a good weapon?
I shall never know.

great medic, has excellent knowledge of the game's mechanics and flow
would be silly not to pick him up, I assure you he will not be your primary source of unforced errors
as has been said, his surfs are superb

(I'm excited for his new videos so gogogo)

does this require one to be under ESEA premium?

nicely done, I like the spacing on things, although I'm not really one for this color scheme or main font
good job though!

I actually wish someone would just select a rectangle around last right before the point and right before the entrances into last, and just press delete.
It could totally be reworked, come on.

And sunshine isn't a shitty map, and dm fests allow for crazy plays. However, there are issues with it, but as far as a map, it is beautiful, it plays very nicely at each stage, and just needs logistical things changed so the game's flow is better.

I like the idea of removing granary for a season though.

How does one use the setup thing?

the kind of person that antagonizes an animal that doesn't even like you in the first place

good dm, improved his bombs/double bombs a ton, and makes good sacrifices
he is Looking to improve, is the truth
adapted to our medic's playstyle
lots of potential as a pocket
is a resident fukboi

I've found that I've changed what I want my life to be (consider I'm speaking from 21 years of experience and that's it) several times, and who I am, and what I enjoy, with both extremes of motivation and caring about the above.

I feel it all comes down to a solid realization of the concept that the life you lead is up to solely you, and what you are and what you accomplish can only arise out of your doing.

That being said, I have one suggestion for you to try, and I'm sure something good will come of it:
Meditate

Not actually - literally just sit for 30 minutes a few times a week and do nothing. You do not have to clear your mind. You just have to sit there and pay attention to your thoughts actively for a bit. Want to go up and do something else? Do it after the 30 minutes are up.
I have found that at the very least, I feel rejuvenated and a sense of "being alive", it acts as a soft reset for whatever my day was like, Most times I think of things I wanted to do more easily, and also have increased drive to do them.

Also, please have no worry that you don't know what you want to do yet. Just don't give up on yourself and stop looking. Thank you for caring enough to ask even. Be well, my best of luck to you!

Out of curiousity War, which were your favorites, and any key things to look for in them? I'm sure you could provide a much more detailed insight on your blog, but I've watched through 3-4 of these already, and enjoyed them a lot, I just feel I could glean more information from them if I had some guidance.

Thanks for posting these, I appreciate it

I know this isn't what you were looking for, and could probably find it on google anyways, but I enjoyed this match, and I think it shows some nice ways all the classes play on it, including team dynamics and pushes into all the points with/without uber(s).
Link

they do not exist anywhere but on that hard drive?
we must find a way

Yes, stick it in some tight fitting cardboard and then into the bubblewrap, and you're solid

would you mind posting your files?