I dropped out of high school because I was really depressed. I spent a few years playing CS, not going outside, generally being my worst self, and flipping between wanting to be dead and wanting to never have been born on a daily basis. Then I met some cool people that made me want to be somewhat less of a loser. So I got a job, quit CS, and eventually came back to tf2. Then I met a girl, fell in love, and got burned. Lost some friends on the way, but I made a few new ones. Now I don't have a job or a girlfriend, tf2 isn't as fun as it used to be, and going outside is no longer just anxiety inducing, it's terrifying, and even potentially life threatening. I can't decide if things are any better than they were right after I dropped out, but I'm only miserable most of the time now instead of all the time, so I guess that's something. hbu?

played some 4s pugs with the boys and these all felt really good. I think I prefer medic like this tbh, but I haven't played a real gamemode yet. twiikuu ur the fuckin MAN.

now there's two casuals

need demo tryouts for thursday (tonight), shoot me a line

added me for tryouts, seemed super chill. give this lad a shot

my friends wanted me to play, and im not gonna let sigafoo bully me out of fun times with my friends (:

scouts: ghad & 24
soldiers: Kami & em
demo: Recurse
medic: Constantly
https://rgl.gg/Public/Team.aspx?t=6316&r=40

Lookin for some subs for our players who can't always make it. Need a scout for the days 24 works 14 hours, and occasionally a medic / soldier for days when HL runs late or a certain someone has some admin chores to do. message me or kami and we can get you in some time soon !!! tyvm, ily, godbless

Me:
http://steamcommunity.com/id/somestupidnerdshit
ghad#1875

Kami:
https://steamcommunity.com/id/KVWI
Kami#1910

guaranteed 302 dpm a game no exceptions

gg plump ! very fun, much love <3

GL with the rest of playoffs

Someone who holds positions that I agree with. Right now the system is set up such that the main criteria for deciding who to vote for is, "who do I hate the least?" This is a system that necessarily leads to the majority of people having their positions be unrepresented in government, which is the opposite of the whole idea behind representative government. And the next logical step from, "my vote will not be representative of me or my ideas" is to say, "therefore I will not vote."

I said that I was sorry for saying what I did and would try to be respectful in the future. At this point it doesn't even matter anyway, I talked to Daf about it and he told me there was nothing he could do because the other admins (whether that's the sixes admins or the head admins, I don't know) don't care.

If you want the full story, my team was trying roster Owib for the rest of the season. Through a comedy of errors that doesn't matter at this point, nobody talked to an admin about getting him rostered or anything until the day of the match, so to have him play he would officially be a ringer, even though we were planning on rostering him. When match time came, Jag waited until 10 minutes after our match time to tell us the ringer was denied (he didn't count as a default ringer because he was previously on an advanced roster), and then threatened to "force the issue" (presumably meaning he intended to report a forfeit win) if we didn't play right then. So in a scramble to find a way to play, Jag denied a few other players, and after talking to Daf (I'm pretty sure he was in the middle of playing a match or scrim of his own at the time, too) we figured the only way to play that wouldn't be 5v6 was to have Owib med (Daf specifically said he could play medic and only medic as a default ringer) and have me play scout/soldier (without warmup I'm pretty awful on both, and Owib wasn't the best medic either). Already tilted and with 2 players playing classes they were VERY uncomfortable on, we got rolled. Before we started I told Jag & friends that what they were doing was bullshit and I wasn't happy with the way they were handling the situation. And then after we got rolled I said, "bad players [BAD WORD] wins" and left the server.

Did I fuck up? sure. Was Jag extremely fucking petty and unsportsmanlike through our match and then continued to act like a child by reporting me? yep. Am I sorry? I'm sorry if I hurt any feelings, but I strongly suspect I didn't. At this point it doesn't really matter though, I'm certainly never playing RGL again after this season, and as a result probably TF2 as a whole. It sucks that this is how it ends, but I'm not really interested in playing a game where this kind of behavior still happens at this level of competition, and where this kind of admin negligence happens at all. Daf was chill and down to earth with me about this after the fact, and I haven't spoken to any of the other admins for any problems like this before, but clearly there's some flaw in the system. I hope it gets sorted out before some other idiot like me gets banned for being mad on the internet, but I won't be around to see it either way. I love you guys and I'll miss the way this game used to make me feel, but I don't have the mental wherewithal to deal with this level of bullshit. cu@ RGB, hope I get to go out with another banger of a LAN.

I actually practice a lot on the class that I play, but forcing me to offclass because Daff decided 20 minutes after our match was supposed to start that our player can only play medic isn't something I can say is in my practice regimen. I'll make sure that I add that though. After all, you've gotta be ready for anything in Team Fortress Two!

We'll call it even though, since you did get to pick up invite players just in time for our match last season.

GGs for real though, next time I will make myself personally responsible for ensuring that everything we do as a team is blessed by the RGL Admin team. The buck stops here.

GGs Jag and friends! You guys really are the better team!

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We're trying to scrim right now and every time we ready up it re-enables soap. how to fix