if anyone needs a 6th hmu

frick and da boys is defintely #1 in my opinion.

deep breaths really help me personally, removing any extra aspects that might annoy you (music for whatever reason when playing annoys me). little things like that go a long way.

getting angry and frustrated is natural, but how you express it is dependent on you. for me personally, i usually have really high expectations for my play and when I'm not doing super well, i start tilting and focusing solely on myself to redeem my play. however, having expectations like I did are completely unrealistic, and focusing solely on your own play/tunneling makes everything a surprise because you end up not playing with your team (in a game called team fortress 2). so, i started congratulating myself whenever I played well, sometimes intentionally WAAAY over the top to relax more. also, every time I die, regardless of what bullshit killed me, I would spend my death cam to relax, breathe, and communicate/focus on the very next thing I was going to do (i.e., positioning, rocket jumps). i can't speak to your situation specifically, but I would try to find what you're thinking about when your tilting, and what response it's producing. i think you will realize that your thoughts are unwarranted.

also, don't worry about the past, because regardless of how hard you try, tilt is inevitable. don't beat yourself up over it.

microwave some M&Ms and see if different colors explode faster than others

not even my power rankings got that many downfrags and I said ebsikl was one of the best scouts in the division lmao. You can do better.

hedge and brian are really cool dudes to talk to, i'd bet that would carry over on LAN. with that said, ^^^

sounds like a gift to me, you lose 5 players with 0 consequence. that's really lame by them, but it's better than them pushing mid with uber.

im sorry, my team can back me up on this. dagger doesn't practice, he doesn't take critiscism from ambroon or s1ke, We've asked him to demo review 3 times and hes never done it because he simply doesn't have the mental capacity. We talked to him on multiple occasions and in the end it was the team decision, NOT MINE, to cut him. it's not a joke, Sorry if you think im a snake or whatever.

edit: posting on the intermediate thread is also super immature and honestly should say enough about how it is when we try to work with dagger.

we cut dagger, lf med

Just from personal experience, I'd say Lunacide last season. To go from not playing at all for a few seasons to scrimming 5 nights a week to finish out one was super nice, especially because that team might've died if we hadn't picked him up. Even though our situation sucked, and it showed a bit, he was always really patient and helpful, and just genuinely nice from my short experience with him. Plus, he was a huge farmer.

lansky/kaptain. i55 b4nny and paddie at rewind were also really good performances.

ur team has four players on it with about a day left to sign up; https://play.esea.net/teams/8709672

even with, where exactly do you think your team should rank? just curious

yeah i didn't know the rosters 100% when making that list, just assumed cause you were on the team page

the players to watch aren't the best players, just the players whose contribution matters the most. you and megaboy are pretty slight downgrades to moy and fab, and have pretty big shoes to fill, so if i was gonna watch anyone on your team, id watch you guys. sorry if thats cryptic of whatever

also yeah, my ebsikl comment is pretty stupid in hindsight lol. i still think he's really good, though, but my use of "one of the best" is really loose.

oh my god that missed tackle by Williams... that shit will haunt him forever

holy shit lmao