streams can be educationally entertaining for the competitively motivated. unfortunately, on the flip-side, they allow the unmotivated to experience games vicariously through others much more skilled than themselves.
it's easy to harbor contempt & talk condescending trash when you're not the one playing.
your persistence & drive to improve is more than just commendable; it's what people wasting their time talking trash on twitch should aspire to attain. keep up the good work buddy.
p.s. they're just being epic xd troles