At first I thought you were kidding but this is awesome advice. I'll definitely try this before I resort to stop playing the game altogether.
Thanks DJ Big Gig

I'm gonna try gggly's advice first, then most likely drop out for a while if that doesn't work out.
I really appreciate the advice man, thanks.

I've watched a lot of Bdonski and I realized that to perform like an invite demoman also requires the team you're playing with to also be an invite level. So that didn't work out for me that much.
Thanks for the suggestion; it's very much appreciated.

Hi all,
I'm on a considerably low level team but I would say I know a considerable amount about the game and how it works. It has been a reoccurring theme for me to under-preform as demo, and I will get hung up on stats and on the team's numerous disheartening losses. I try to convince myself that it is my end that is at fault but a lot of times find myself blaming others in frustration. Demo being an extremely team-reliant class, there is little I can do when I find myself constantly dying, not knowing where the team is, and not receiving heals.

I realize having an ego and scapegoating my team is a no-no, so I try to keep it calm and work on my game as much as possible. However, I am simply out of ideas at this point. The members of the team itself are a great group of people, and I'd hate to leave. When something goes right, which is quite rare, it is a major accomplishment and the everyone is joyous. I enjoy playing with them, but a majority of the time, I am just not enjoying tf2, and at times, I can even find myself sad. I would love to stay on the team and find a way to deal with the problem. Any advice to either deal with or avoid the stress that I get from this video game is very much appreciated.

Thank you.

I've added you to talk. I struggle with Ocd, depression, and anxiety.

Thanks a bunch for the advice. This ends my constant searching

I was thinking closed loop ones that are easier to install but youre right maybe I shouldn't jump on that so soon. Thanks for the recommendation, I think that's what I'm going to get and it matches my case too.

Anyone have suggestions of quiet high performance yet reasonably priced CPU fans? Preferably liquid cooling. I still use the stock CPU fan for my new pc I built but my computer keeps crashing. Any suggestions and help is appreciated. Thanks in advance

It has more rockets loaded, but less damage. Vanilla rocket launcher if you're going to hit the shots, cow mangler if you want the extra shot

Everything except medic. You can contact me for the details if you're interested. UGC steel, maybe plat. I have experience leading a steel team as pocket for a few scrims, but we disbanded before the season. Let me know if anyone's interested at all :)

I could pick you up for my UGC team. I'm in the works of building one, but signups aren't until second week of December. Add me

I picked him up on my ugc steel team before we fell apart. He knows the game very well, and his strong dm complements his smarts. He's a great addition to a team.

We're a new team wanting to get into 6v6 ugc next season. I'd be very interested in this server :)
Our group: http://steamcommunity.com/groups/bnbtf2

Bump. Still looking

EDIT: no longer looking
EDIT: still looking med left
EDIT: no longer looking

Hey, we're 'work in progress', and we're looking for a medic and backups sooner than later since we've already started scrimming.

Leader(me):http://steamcommunity.com/id/ros_
Co-leader(conn):http://steamcommunity.com/id/kchonnne
Steampage:http://steamcommunity.com/groups/workinprogresstf2
Ugc page:http://www.ugcleague.com/team_page.cfm?clan_id=4827

Contact me if you're interested or have any questions

Who's the friendliest person in invite?

What were/are the 3 greatest esea invite teams and from what season?

What makes a good scout, demo, and medic?