BurnCastleI'd love to, but I'm simply too busy right now. A lot of studies, being outside, etc...
Right now gaming for me is just a little fun thing what I do.
competitive video gaming isn't always for everyone
BurnCastleAnd besides, my Autism (Difficuties with actual talking, especially on foreign language, anger issues, pressure caused being social, people talking a lot loudly same time, difficulties with socializing) would make playing on a team very painful for me and team, unless everyone has a basic knowledge of Autism...
Have you ever heard of the legendary Mute? He's a guy that is physically inclined and can't actually talk, but he made useful binds for general statements in mumble so he could still comm (e.g. "Enemy on Flank", "Medic Down", "Yes"). If you have a difficulty talking don't let that hold you back from not talking, your teammates won't care as long as you do it, if not revert to the bind method. If your teammates won't accept you for who you are don't play with them. I'm sure if you found the right group of guys/gals and explained to your team mates what you're going through they would understand.
I know you don't have the time but even if you did, don't let anything keep you from playing this beautifully crafted game we all know and love.