elucidate

i still dream of a zowie under 120mm long that isn't one of those m1m2 "girl" mice.

a new job, relocation, and a decent adaptation of Persuasion.

everyone matters and how you feel matters. age doesn't mean that it'll go away on its own. learning to live with it and make your life better without external dependency is really important. don't let it get the best of you :)

a few years ago, a guy i had been working closely with for 5 years hung himself at my friend's house over a girl.

my friend set up his old room as a guest room for after parties, and i remember laying in there drunk and particularly fucked over one night and i started wondering if he had felt the same way i did when he made the decision.

after the funeral weekend (way too long of a story to tell), i ended up leaving the guy i'd been living with for two years because "life's too short and you don't make me happy".

i found life-affirming friends who i could talk to when i was feeling depressed, that wouldn't judge me and would be there for me. since then i've almost drowned, been to jail, had my house flooded, had a close family member die, and been through volumes of heartbreak and loneliness. every time i go through something and think i can't make it, i think back to my coworker's death. then i remember a time when i laid down next to someone i hated every night. then i remember a time when i needed a man to help pay the bills. it gives me perspective.

these things stayed with me and shaped my life in weird ways. what he did is like a totem that i keep. i used it to make me stronger.

my brain moves in weird ways, so my apologies if this is disjointed or hard to follow.

being a girl in this game is a fucking terrible experience. i cannot fathom why anyone would opt into it without honestly identifying.

ow track jacket
leather purse
shitload of loose tea
christmas gifts

i had no idea there even was a discord until this thread and i'm on here all the time. honestly think using it as a social gathering place is easiest since you won't have to regulate/admin as much, if at all. a few voice channels for pubbing, dm, mge, pugs, maybe even spectator rooms for people to watch events and talk to each other. given the amount of socializing i've endured in the newbie mix mumble i think something like this would be gratefully accepted if people feel comfortable using it. i like the idea of not having 27 different mumbles saved and just being able to say "meet me in the tftv discord" instead. adding more text channels is a good idea too... i mean, it's free so might as well get the most out of it. the more people use it the more they get their friends to use it it's just free advertising for tftv providing yet another community service :)

http://i.imgur.com/4eZTuAC.jpg pls free hugs

It could probably be used for pugs, maybe add more voice and text channels for people to chat in?

TFTV Discord?

pwn, pls

http://i.imgur.com/4eZTuAC.jpg

you're the best <3

TFW not allowed in Canada (´;︵;`)

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