this year i moved from my old city because of uni, and let me tell you, here i realized that i really need human interaction. especially that i broke up with my ex of half a year just before me moving out, so i really was let alone, in a new city, with noone i know except my flatmate, who is a really great guy, he likes gaming, smokes weed as well as me, and we play the same instrument, so we really click, the only problem is, he is 6 years older than me, and he is always busy with work, so he really can't hang out as much as we would want to. when he got his new job and got super busy, i was really feeling lonely, and one night i bought myself 2,5 litres of beer and a .5 vodka, because the other people i talk to, didn't want to come out for some reason with me. i got piss drunk, alone in my room, even broke my bong. then i realised, that i started to bury my loneliness in alcohol, and it was getting out of hand. now i'm doing a lot better since that night, i try to have self control, but it's still hard to say no to booze. and on the other hand, my best bud, who is 400 km's from me anyways, is thinking about moving from romania to england next year, so if he does that, i am let completely alone. sucks to be me i guess
(sorry for my bad grammar and typos, but english isn't my main language, hope it's bearable)