I currently have plenty of reasons to enjoy my existence, but regardless, haven't been able to for a long time
fasterthanahamsterJokes aside i have a coke addiction and there is nothing i can do about it. I have told people and done that kind of thing and people did care but i just cant quit man i don't know what to fucking do and its making me sad and angry at the same fucking time shit is real rough man
Not a long time ago I formed an alcohol and weed addiction, which now is gravitating towards an extasy addiction, and I am not able to stop myself. I know the feeling, seek help towawrds friends, they helped me too a little bit, at least they can hold me back time to time. Wish you the best man, stay strong.
Not a long time ago I formed an alcohol and weed addiction, which now is gravitating towards an extasy addiction, and I am not able to stop myself. I know the feeling, seek help towawrds friends, they helped me too a little bit, at least they can hold me back time to time. Wish you the best man, stay strong.
fasterthanahamsterJokes aside i have a coke addiction and there is nothing i can do about it. I have told people and done that kind of thing and people did care but i just cant quit man i don't know what to fucking do and its making me sad and angry at the same fucking time shit is real rough man
If you want a good advice and if you really want to stop that, leave your town, let your friend if they in too and try to build a new life., it made me years to do it, it s not simple but it s possible.
Add me if you want to talk
If you want a good advice and if you really want to stop that, leave your town, let your friend if they in too and try to build a new life., it made me years to do it, it s not simple but it s possible.
Add me if you want to talk
i have never once enjoyed playing mge and have never once learned from it, why are people adamant about putting yourself through agony for the sake of superficial improvement
i find it extremely difficult to understand what im supposed to be learning when im at 5 health and my opponent still feels the need to s-key all the way around spire in a circle like a benny hill segment
it might just be mge bitching but ive been cut from a team for not playing mge often enough and every time i do its like jamming steak knives through my eyes
i find it extremely difficult to understand what im supposed to be learning when im at 5 health and my opponent [i]still[/i] feels the need to s-key all the way around spire in a circle like a benny hill segment
it might just be mge bitching but ive been cut from a team for not playing mge often enough and every time i do its like jamming steak knives through my eyes
Gritomai have never once enjoyed playing mge and have never once learned from it, why are people adamant about putting yourself through agony for the sake of superficial improvement
i find it extremely difficult to understand what im supposed to be learning when im at 5 health and my opponent still feels the need to s-key all the way around spire in a circle like a benny hill segment
it might just be mge bitching but ive been cut from a team for not playing mge often enough and every time i do its like jamming steak knives through my eyes
if teams are actually cutting you for not playing mge then they're retarded
if you're getting cut for having bad dm thats an entirely other thing. there are more ways to practice your dm than just mge.
mge becomes a lot less painful when you play w/ someone you know rather than randoms because when you play randoms they're incredibly focused on winning, people care more about winning mge than they do actual games.
i find it extremely difficult to understand what im supposed to be learning when im at 5 health and my opponent [i]still[/i] feels the need to s-key all the way around spire in a circle like a benny hill segment
it might just be mge bitching but ive been cut from a team for not playing mge often enough and every time i do its like jamming steak knives through my eyes[/quote]
if teams are actually cutting you for not playing mge then they're retarded
if you're getting cut for having bad dm thats an entirely other thing. there are more ways to practice your dm than just mge.
mge becomes a lot less painful when you play w/ someone you know rather than randoms because when you play randoms they're incredibly focused on winning, people care more about winning mge than they do actual games.
https://imgur.com/a/zttLTaW
Nomenclature in medicine is fucking dumb, like honestly what the fuck.
Imagine a lecturer saying this like 5 times in the period of an hour like it aint mind fucking.
Nomenclature in medicine is fucking dumb, like honestly what the fuck.
Imagine a lecturer saying this like 5 times in the period of an hour like it aint mind fucking.
its 90 degrees in may, seattle had its worst blizzard in like 50 years in january (after having no snow since around 2012), half the state burns down in august, it rains ash over the city in september. The beautiful glaciers of Mt. Rainier continue to shrink and melt. NONE OF THIS HAPPENED 10 YEARS AGO.
and people INCLUDING THE DAMN LEADER OF THIS COUNTRY still deny climate change... but hey atleast hes someone that some uneducated redneck "can have a beer with". its embarrassing.
there is nowhere else to go, so can we stop fucking up the planet please?
edit: if you have some spare cash please consider donating to preserve the nature of the United States. If you love nature, please remember to never go off trail, and please remember to always carry the proper equipment for your own safety and the safety of others around you
Shoutout to the Washington Trails Association -- the amount of volunteer work that has gone into preserving my wonderful state is incredible. These people devote months of their life to protect our environment and help people like you and me to explore in the least damaging way possible
https://www.pcta.org/
https://www.wta.org/
https://www.nps.gov/getinvolved/donate.htm
and people INCLUDING THE DAMN LEADER OF THIS COUNTRY still deny climate change... but hey atleast hes someone that some uneducated redneck "can have a beer with". its embarrassing.
there is nowhere else to go, so can we stop fucking up the planet please?
edit: if you have some spare cash please consider donating to preserve the nature of the United States. If you love nature, please remember to never go off trail, and please remember to always carry the proper equipment for your own safety and the safety of others around you
Shoutout to the Washington Trails Association -- the amount of volunteer work that has gone into preserving [url=https://www.pcta.org/discover-the-trail/photo-gallery/washington-media-gallery/]my wonderful state [/url]is incredible. These people devote months of their life to protect our environment and help people like you and me to explore in the least damaging way possible
https://www.pcta.org/
https://www.wta.org/
https://www.nps.gov/getinvolved/donate.htm
maybe an extreme take but i don't think it will be long before environmentalists realize the need to stop being passive. ruining our world is an act of violence in itself, protecting it by any necessary means is justified.
Laser Tag is so fucking gay and I have no idea why I just realized that.
There was this kid who kept on following me whenever I died so that he could shoot me when I respawned.
This was Main Event btw
There was this kid who kept on following me whenever I died so that he could shoot me when I respawned.
This was Main Event btw
I feel like im starting to get burned out (ikr another one of those posts) and I guess that's a good thing because now I can really start focusing on real life stuff, but this game has been such a major part of my life for the last 6 years and I'm not really sure what to do when I grow detached from it
WubsI feel like im starting to get burned out (ikr another one of those posts) and I guess that's a good thing because now I can really start focusing on real life stuff, but this game has been such a major part of my life for the last 6 years and I'm not really sure what to do when I grow detached from it
Stick around for community news and whatnot :)
It's sad to see people disappear completely.
Stick around for community news and whatnot :)
It's sad to see people disappear completely.
I get pissed with myself sometimes that I haven't improved on scout in a year because I change my sens every day, often multiple times, like an utter mong. My sens yesterday was 3.050404. What a melt.
But then, as for most things posted in this thread, why get mad about it. We won't even think about this shit in 5 years and being mad doesn't help.
But then, as for most things posted in this thread, why get mad about it. We won't even think about this shit in 5 years and being mad doesn't help.
warriordragon12its 90 degrees in may, seattle had its worst blizzard in like 50 years in january (after having no snow since around 2012), half the state burns down in august, it rains ash over the city in september. The beautiful glaciers of Mt. Rainier continue to shrink and melt. NONE OF THIS HAPPENED 10 YEARS AGO.
and people INCLUDING THE DAMN LEADER OF THIS COUNTRY still deny climate change... but hey atleast hes someone that some uneducated redneck "can have a beer with". its embarrassing.
there is nowhere else to go, so can we stop fucking up the planet please?
edit: if you have some spare cash please consider donating to preserve the nature of the United States. If you love nature, please remember to never go off trail, and please remember to always carry the proper equipment for your own safety and the safety of others around you
Shoutout to the Washington Trails Association -- the amount of volunteer work that has gone into preserving my wonderful state is incredible. These people devote months of their life to protect our environment and help people like you and me to explore in the least damaging way possible
https://www.pcta.org/
https://www.wta.org/
https://www.nps.gov/getinvolved/donate.htm
i'm not someone who looks into news of other states, but Washington is 100% without a doubt a state i definitely would love to visit and explore.
unfortunate to hear these things.. this summer i'll be taking a tour of PA visiting as many state parks as i can (121 total), and will be volunteering and working for many while i do my tour.
exploring most of the parks around me i have never felt a more loving connection with my surroundings and will always make an effort to preserving trails and parks. these hikes have brought into an incredible state of mind and well-being while also getting me in physical shape IMMENSELY! and i want to eventually be able to set off on a career path with national parks in hopes to become a park ranger.
(this is pretty anti-anger) but hearing you angry about this and my state of career changes, i wanted to add my note
and people INCLUDING THE DAMN LEADER OF THIS COUNTRY still deny climate change... but hey atleast hes someone that some uneducated redneck "can have a beer with". its embarrassing.
there is nowhere else to go, so can we stop fucking up the planet please?
edit: if you have some spare cash please consider donating to preserve the nature of the United States. If you love nature, please remember to never go off trail, and please remember to always carry the proper equipment for your own safety and the safety of others around you
Shoutout to the Washington Trails Association -- the amount of volunteer work that has gone into preserving [url=https://www.pcta.org/discover-the-trail/photo-gallery/washington-media-gallery/]my wonderful state [/url]is incredible. These people devote months of their life to protect our environment and help people like you and me to explore in the least damaging way possible
https://www.pcta.org/
https://www.wta.org/
https://www.nps.gov/getinvolved/donate.htm[/quote]
i'm not someone who looks into news of other states, but Washington is 100% without a doubt a state i definitely would love to visit and explore.
unfortunate to hear these things.. this summer i'll be taking a tour of PA visiting as many state parks as i can (121 total), and will be volunteering and working for many while i do my tour.
exploring most of the parks around me i have never felt a more loving connection with my surroundings and will always make an effort to preserving trails and parks. these hikes have brought into an incredible state of mind and well-being while also getting me in physical shape IMMENSELY! and i want to eventually be able to set off on a career path with national parks in hopes to become a park ranger.
(this is pretty anti-anger) but hearing you angry about this and my state of career changes, i wanted to add my note
messiahi'm not someone who looks into news of other states, but Washington is 100% without a doubt a state i definitely would love to visit and explore.
unfortunate to hear these things.. this summer i'll be taking a tour of PA visiting as many state parks as i can (121 total), and will be volunteering and working for many while i do my tour.
exploring most of the parks around me i have never felt a more loving connection with my surroundings and will always make an effort to preserving trails and parks. these hikes have brought into an incredible state of mind and well-being while also getting me in physical shape IMMENSELY! and i want to eventually be able to set off on a career path with national parks in hopes to become a park ranger.
(this is pretty anti-anger) but hearing you angry about this and my state of career changes, i wanted to add my note
Working for the Mt. Rainier national park used to be my dream job, i really hope you succeed. I've lived in PA for a year now and I was honestly pretty surprised how much nature there is in this state.
Please check out the northwest if you get the chance, Washington is (not biased) the greatest state in the country, but BC in Canada, Oregon, Idaho, and Western Montana are also beautiful places to visit.
The views NEVER get old. Seattle is just the perfect blend of the natural world and the culture and architecture that comes with a big city. Its only a 20 mile drive to get to the Cascades.
I saw this view every (sunny) day for 20 years
i'm not someone who looks into news of other states, but Washington is 100% without a doubt a state i definitely would love to visit and explore.
unfortunate to hear these things.. this summer i'll be taking a tour of PA visiting as many state parks as i can (121 total), and will be volunteering and working for many while i do my tour.
exploring most of the parks around me i have never felt a more loving connection with my surroundings and will always make an effort to preserving trails and parks. these hikes have brought into an incredible state of mind and well-being while also getting me in physical shape IMMENSELY! and i want to eventually be able to set off on a career path with national parks in hopes to become a park ranger.
(this is pretty anti-anger) but hearing you angry about this and my state of career changes, i wanted to add my note[/quote]
Working for the Mt. Rainier national park used to be my dream job, i really hope you succeed. I've lived in PA for a year now and I was honestly pretty surprised how much nature there is in this state.
Please check out the northwest if you get the chance, Washington is (not biased) the greatest state in the country, but BC in Canada, Oregon, Idaho, and Western Montana are also beautiful places to visit.
The views NEVER get old. Seattle is just the perfect blend of the natural world and the culture and architecture that comes with a big city. Its only a 20 mile drive to get to the Cascades.
I saw this view every (sunny) day for 20 years
[img]https://i.imgur.com/gJk40ha.jpg[/img]
part of your problem may be that you convey emotions through memes
well the thing is....theres not enough air in the world
The competitive community is a cesspool of toxic circlejerks and idiots who only care about themselves.
It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.
It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.
Doctors naming things after themselves (diseases and parts of the body) is the most fucking annoying thing ever.
We have perfect names that describe the location of something in the body, thats in the name itself. E.g. Recto-uterine pouch literally means a pouch between the rectum and the uterus, obvious. But someone had to name it the "Pouch of Douglas." Like why, It just makes life harder.
Diseases are even fucking worse. Primary hypocortisolism - Hypo meaning low and cortisol being the hormone affected (primary just means its the organ that secretes cortisol thats the issue, not signalling to it). But no, its commonly known as Addisons disease.
So you get shit fucking questions in exams and from doctors like "what is Addisons disease?" Like just remove the need for that fucking question, just call it primary hypocortisolism and ask me what it means and it makes life easier for everyone BECAUSE ITS IN THE FUCKING NAME rather than me standing there for 20 fucking seconds trying to remember what fucking Addisons is.
We have perfect names that describe the location of something in the body, thats in the name itself. E.g. Recto-uterine pouch literally means a pouch between the rectum and the uterus, obvious. But someone had to name it the "Pouch of Douglas." Like why, It just makes life harder.
Diseases are even fucking worse. Primary hypocortisolism - Hypo meaning low and cortisol being the hormone affected (primary just means its the organ that secretes cortisol thats the issue, not signalling to it). But no, its commonly known as Addisons disease.
So you get shit fucking questions in exams and from doctors like "what is Addisons disease?" Like just remove the need for that fucking question, just call it primary hypocortisolism and ask me what it means and it makes life easier for everyone BECAUSE ITS IN THE FUCKING NAME rather than me standing there for 20 fucking seconds trying to remember what fucking Addisons is.
LezThe competitive community is a cesspool of toxic circlejerks and idiots who only care about themselves.
It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.
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It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.[/quote]
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MakLezThe competitive community is a cesspool of toxic circlejerks and idiots who only care about themselves.
It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.
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based AND redpilled
It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.
I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.[/quote]
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based AND redpilled
irl vent half inspired by recent experiences and half inspired by shoosh’s post (not aimed at u I’m sure u will be one of the good GPs <3)
But seriously what do some GPs actually get paid for? The outcome of my visit is completely determined by who I visit like I went twice this week just because the first guy was so much less help than the second guy.
My friend literally had to have an ovary removed because the GPs kept dismissing her as definitely not having a twisted ovary (guess what she had), and then it got so bad that it died
Again obviously not all GPs, some are fantastic, but I swear is it just me who gets to enjoy the occasional carefree guy paying 0 attention or is this a thing at most places?
Irl vent over
But seriously what do some GPs actually get paid for? The outcome of my visit is completely determined by who I visit like I went twice this week just because the first guy was so much less help than the second guy.
My friend literally had to have an ovary removed because the GPs kept dismissing her as definitely not having a twisted ovary (guess what she had), and then it got so bad that it died
Again obviously not all GPs, some are fantastic, but I swear is it just me who gets to enjoy the occasional carefree guy paying 0 attention or is this a thing at most places?
Irl vent over
I have been to various doctors several times and the hospital a couple of times (mri and xrays) over the past 3/4 years and every single visit has been totally useless. In not a single case have they helped me or made any real diagnosis. Glad the hospital visits were free but I've wasted too much money on doctors that have done nothing for me. And what's with them trying to get you out of there as quick as possible? If I'm paying for the visit I want to have my full hour or however long I'm booked for. My OG family doctor is great but I haven't lived anywhere near my hometown in years.
So yeah I feel you on that.
So yeah I feel you on that.
ShiftaI have been to various doctors several times and the hospital a couple of times (mri and xrays) over the past 3/4 years and every single visit has been totally useless. And what's with them trying to get you out of there as quick as possible? If I'm paying for the visit I want to have my full hour or however long I'm booked for.
So yeah I feel you on that.
Its ironic because (I'm only in my first year of medical school) but by the end of year two/three you're expected to be able to do a cardiovascular and respiratory exam on a patient within 10 minutes. Although both are similar they're quite lengthy. But this is because of the Dr/Patient ratio in the UK (ranges from 1GP/3000 patients to 1GP/1000 patients) and because the quicker you find something with these systems the better the diagnosis. e.g. Aortic aneurysms have a mortality rate of 90% if ruptured and almost 50% if you manage to catch them.
As far as MRI goes I've had a placement in radiology and god damn they're fucking hard to understand, but if registrars and consultants don't find anything in them then it must be nearly impossible to see, they comb through that shit like no other and its all they do for years and years, hence why it can take time to get results. Also, MRI's cant detect everything sadly. Though they're cool af (you can do virtual endoscopy's and you can selectively remove structures you don't want in an image e.g. remove all blood vessels because that's just how good they're getting)
So yeah I feel you on that.[/quote]
Its ironic because (I'm only in my first year of medical school) but by the end of year two/three you're expected to be able to do a cardiovascular and respiratory exam on a patient within 10 minutes. Although both are similar they're quite lengthy. But this is because of the Dr/Patient ratio in the UK (ranges from 1GP/3000 patients to 1GP/1000 patients) and because the quicker you find something with these systems the better the diagnosis. e.g. Aortic aneurysms have a mortality rate of 90% if ruptured and almost 50% if you manage to catch them.
As far as MRI goes I've had a placement in radiology and god damn they're fucking hard to understand, but if registrars and consultants don't find anything in them then it must be nearly impossible to see, they comb through that shit like no other and its all they do for years and years, hence why it can take time to get results. Also, MRI's cant detect everything sadly. Though they're cool af (you can do virtual endoscopy's and you can selectively remove structures you don't want in an image e.g. remove all blood vessels because that's just how good they're getting)