I'm unemployed again and even though most of my work colleges were super nice, the manager was just a horrible human being. I know i'm not the only who felt this as I just found out that a few of my colleges also left shortly after I had for the same reasons. I would never be told what to do and how to do it, I would only ever be yelled at for not doing something that I had never been taught to do. I worked my ass off at that place and yet I was expected to do things that no one had ever taught me (despite me asking).

From what I can tell most of my co-workers have also left by now but still I don't have a job once again and finding one job was hard enough and now I have to find yet another one.

Spoke to your doctor? GP wise theres programs to help you out of this situation like rehab. Might be embarrassing or "shameful" but your doctor wont think like that and would just want to help

the police would be all up in me i cant risk that only one that can help me is me at the moment

I didn't want to offer up anything without making sure first, because I was 99% positive theres doctor patient confidentiality here. I was on placement at a GP last year for university and stayed in contact with my attached GP. I asked him about drug use and patient confidentiality and this is what he said
https://imgur.com/a/jTMPLTz
He then goes on to say about how the next step for the UK is decriminalising drug use and how to treat addiction etc.
Its obviously up to you what you do next, but good luck to you man <3

I currently have plenty of reasons to enjoy my existence, but regardless, haven't been able to for a long time

Not a long time ago I formed an alcohol and weed addiction, which now is gravitating towards an extasy addiction, and I am not able to stop myself. I know the feeling, seek help towawrds friends, they helped me too a little bit, at least they can hold me back time to time. Wish you the best man, stay strong.

If you want a good advice and if you really want to stop that, leave your town, let your friend if they in too and try to build a new life., it made me years to do it, it s not simple but it s possible.
Add me if you want to talk

i have never once enjoyed playing mge and have never once learned from it, why are people adamant about putting yourself through agony for the sake of superficial improvement

i find it extremely difficult to understand what im supposed to be learning when im at 5 health and my opponent still feels the need to s-key all the way around spire in a circle like a benny hill segment

it might just be mge bitching but ive been cut from a team for not playing mge often enough and every time i do its like jamming steak knives through my eyes

if teams are actually cutting you for not playing mge then they're retarded

if you're getting cut for having bad dm thats an entirely other thing. there are more ways to practice your dm than just mge.

mge becomes a lot less painful when you play w/ someone you know rather than randoms because when you play randoms they're incredibly focused on winning, people care more about winning mge than they do actual games.

https://imgur.com/a/zttLTaW
Nomenclature in medicine is fucking dumb, like honestly what the fuck.
Imagine a lecturer saying this like 5 times in the period of an hour like it aint mind fucking.

its 90 degrees in may, seattle had its worst blizzard in like 50 years in january (after having no snow since around 2012), half the state burns down in august, it rains ash over the city in september. The beautiful glaciers of Mt. Rainier continue to shrink and melt. NONE OF THIS HAPPENED 10 YEARS AGO.

and people INCLUDING THE DAMN LEADER OF THIS COUNTRY still deny climate change... but hey atleast hes someone that some uneducated redneck "can have a beer with". its embarrassing.

there is nowhere else to go, so can we stop fucking up the planet please?

edit: if you have some spare cash please consider donating to preserve the nature of the United States. If you love nature, please remember to never go off trail, and please remember to always carry the proper equipment for your own safety and the safety of others around you

Shoutout to the Washington Trails Association -- the amount of volunteer work that has gone into preserving my wonderful state is incredible. These people devote months of their life to protect our environment and help people like you and me to explore in the least damaging way possible

https://www.pcta.org/
https://www.wta.org/
https://www.nps.gov/getinvolved/donate.htm

maybe an extreme take but i don't think it will be long before environmentalists realize the need to stop being passive. ruining our world is an act of violence in itself, protecting it by any necessary means is justified.

Laser Tag is so fucking gay and I have no idea why I just realized that.
There was this kid who kept on following me whenever I died so that he could shoot me when I respawned.
This was Main Event btw

I feel like im starting to get burned out (ikr another one of those posts) and I guess that's a good thing because now I can really start focusing on real life stuff, but this game has been such a major part of my life for the last 6 years and I'm not really sure what to do when I grow detached from it

Stick around for community news and whatnot :)
It's sad to see people disappear completely.

A fox killed my cat and 2 bunnies

Group assignments at uni suck balls.

I get pissed with myself sometimes that I haven't improved on scout in a year because I change my sens every day, often multiple times, like an utter mong. My sens yesterday was 3.050404. What a melt.

But then, as for most things posted in this thread, why get mad about it. We won't even think about this shit in 5 years and being mad doesn't help.

i'm not someone who looks into news of other states, but Washington is 100% without a doubt a state i definitely would love to visit and explore.
unfortunate to hear these things.. this summer i'll be taking a tour of PA visiting as many state parks as i can (121 total), and will be volunteering and working for many while i do my tour.
exploring most of the parks around me i have never felt a more loving connection with my surroundings and will always make an effort to preserving trails and parks. these hikes have brought into an incredible state of mind and well-being while also getting me in physical shape IMMENSELY! and i want to eventually be able to set off on a career path with national parks in hopes to become a park ranger.

(this is pretty anti-anger) but hearing you angry about this and my state of career changes, i wanted to add my note

Working for the Mt. Rainier national park used to be my dream job, i really hope you succeed. I've lived in PA for a year now and I was honestly pretty surprised how much nature there is in this state.

Please check out the northwest if you get the chance, Washington is (not biased) the greatest state in the country, but BC in Canada, Oregon, Idaho, and Western Montana are also beautiful places to visit.

The views NEVER get old. Seattle is just the perfect blend of the natural world and the culture and architecture that comes with a big city. Its only a 20 mile drive to get to the Cascades.

I saw this view every (sunny) day for 20 years

https://i.imgur.com/gJk40ha.jpg

https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/499137637752242176/580504323717333011/image0.jpg

part of your problem may be that you convey emotions through memes

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/499137637752242176/580532683193450501/mood.jpg

well the thing is....theres not enough air in the world

i wasted so much time

The competitive community is a cesspool of toxic circlejerks and idiots who only care about themselves.

It's been "ruining" the game for years, and it's only going to get worse.

I used to love and be proud of this community, now I am ashamed to play this game.

Doctors naming things after themselves (diseases and parts of the body) is the most fucking annoying thing ever.

We have perfect names that describe the location of something in the body, thats in the name itself. E.g. Recto-uterine pouch literally means a pouch between the rectum and the uterus, obvious. But someone had to name it the "Pouch of Douglas." Like why, It just makes life harder.

Diseases are even fucking worse. Primary hypocortisolism - Hypo meaning low and cortisol being the hormone affected (primary just means its the organ that secretes cortisol thats the issue, not signalling to it). But no, its commonly known as Addisons disease.

So you get shit fucking questions in exams and from doctors like "what is Addisons disease?" Like just remove the need for that fucking question, just call it primary hypocortisolism and ask me what it means and it makes life easier for everyone BECAUSE ITS IN THE FUCKING NAME rather than me standing there for 20 fucking seconds trying to remember what fucking Addisons is.

based

peng ting called maddison