Re4lityDyl4NI personally would've ranked myself a low open roamer like 2 months ago, and since then i've played lots and lots of pugchamps, learning a lot from the better players there, friends, and mentors. Overall I have just watched lots of POV's, played and learned from lots of pugchamps, and played on teams.
I would play a lot pugchamps but then theirs retards like phoenix who tell me to uninstall the game and just in general toxic in mumble whether its to me or someone else
do they say that if you make a mistake, or are they just being toxic in general?
if they do the former, ask them what you did wrong so you can improve.