Please make FTC an enjoyable experience, its all i wanted it to be.

thank you.

im cancelling due to the reputations of other people involved and for the lack of participants to make this a whole event, if id still run it id postpone it, but i dont want to ruin reputation so somebody else can run it to still make it a good event

as a reply to everybody saying im making excuses

my anxiety, depression, and immaturity is not an excuse for what i have done

its simply explaining im not a full blooded normal guy that does this like its a walk down the park
its an asshole move that caused my reputation to go south and made me want to try changing it when i should of just backed away, im not a victim, im the controller of everything i do, and i did it wrong

for giraffe's post, anybody that wants to run the event from this point onwards, whether that means postponing or whatever can get all the account informations and such from myself, and ill let anybody in staff that wants to continue working with whomever takes over know that they will be working for them, if nobody steps up the group, site, and such will just be taken down tonight

I come out as that all the time, I'm very anxious right now and I just do shit like this, sorry.

I'll be leaving this account to attempt to try yet another at clearing my plate and trying to be a different person, which probably will burn and fail again...

ITEMS WILL BE RETURNED IF ASKED OTHERWISE WILL BE SOLD

FTC WILL GO ON for an hour at 12:00 PM PST for anybody expecting it for them to donate towards Child's Play for an hour.

I will no longer be running FTC nor do I expect anybody else to run it, if you do want to take over from my place to make it truly a charitable event, with all of the beautiful artwork done by Fox, Jess, and Blutz I'd suggest using it instead of wasting their hard work, I don't ask for forgiveness, I ask for you all to continue FTC as your own, truly charitable event.

Goodbye everyone

I come out as rude when I don't, catch the social anxiety part, I'm garbage at doing that, my apologies. Yes of course I shouldn't be trusted with doing this.

Lets get everything straight here...

Flares that care donations go directly to Child's Play VIA their website
They have donation setups for all the monetary donations to go on their site, as they did the first time around.

Item donations are used as 1st place prize incentive
So I could still communicate with members on the team that are managing everything, and to stop everybody from freaking about about the item bot, which still happened, items were moved from the donator bot to my account to be used to organize the groups of items that will be sent out, you can find all those items donated to the top 3

What now?
Congrats you've found my history, no I don't scam shit anymore and no I'm not planning on doing such, whomever donated items should be given back if they want it given back, and FTC will either be cancelled or will need a load of new people available to replace those totally giving up on the project.

For a moment I thought I could go past my extremely horrible past being an asshole to some kid that gave out free unusuals and my greed overtaking me to scam about 8 buds off of guys that I convinced to broker their unusuals. I've realised now I have to start all over, and not get back in touch or tell anybody of my past, ever again. I'm a young, extremely depressed, anxious maniac that just wants to find somewhere that he can get along and do something nice, but I always end up ruining something or other, and this is one of them. I couldn't handle running everything but I felt I wanted to, especially to meet people like Truk, or Satan, or whomever.

Whether or not we have participants during the event, FTC will stream for 1 hour for anybody still willing to donate to Child's Play to do so (AS THE DONATION LINK GOES TO THEIR SITE, NOT OUR PAYPAL)

If it means anything, I'm sorry of my horrible decisions in my past and the influence its made on friends and people I've met, its disgusting that I've done stuff like this and I thought I could just leave it behind. Goodbye everyone.

tl;dr I just hope you guys understand that I wanted to do something nice for people so I didn't feel garbage about myself, and hopefully me replying to this and showing you makes the difference...

If you want to stream during our event but want to support us we'd appreciate you using the flaresthatcare.org tag in the stream title, thanks Fox =)

2 weeks away, make sure to check out the group page and our other stuff at flaresthatcare.org

http://i.imgur.com/iDh3F2C.jpg

Flares that Care is a quarterly fundraising livestream supporting Child's Play. Our second event is set to take place from Friday, March 13th at 12 PM PST until Sunday, March 15th at 12 AM PST. Our hope is to raise $750 and we look to the community for support. We'll be hosting events such as Surfing, Jumping, Showmatches, TF2Center, Pubs, and everyone's favorite: Goofy Pubs. Top names from the Team Fortress community will be there to take part in the matches and host the surfing/jumping segments. The stream lasts for 36 hours and is divided into 3 parts, hosted by B_RED and CeeJaey. We greatly appreciate your help and donations towards Child's Play, and hope to see you all soon.

For more information on Child's Play, Flares that Care, and anything else, check out http://www.flaresthatcare.org

Join the steam group at http://www.steamcommunity.com/groups/flaresthatcare

Thanks for everyone coming out to support the stream, we raised a grand total of $500, meeting both of our goals, originally $300, and then $500. Check our stream group (steamcommunity.com/groups/B_RED) for more information on the next event some time in March.

Starting Now! http://twitch.tv/b_r3d

Event Starts at 11:00 AM EST / 8:00 AM PST today, come on bye once it starts. http://twitch.tv/b_r3d

enjoy :)