Yello yello TF2 players of the world. i am known to you all as cre-8 (and a joke unfortunately) and i have some GARGANTUANLY FANTASTIC news to share!
to start things off, i have moved on and finally figured out how to make a successful esports clan. not an established company or i would have said "esports org". the team currently has the #1 smash melee player in connecticut! :D i am also starting to host OFFLINE fighting game tournaments for a game called "FOOTSIES: rollback edition". i even became an official partner of matcherino so i can do crowdfunding and pay out prize pools from their site and whatnot. its so cool!
in other news i feel more relaxed in life due to a lesson i received very recently that i should have gotten 6-7 years ago. now i am a much smarter warrior than i originally intended in street fighter 6 and footsies. i wanna try to take care of team fortress 2 but im scared of a certain group of people who have been hunting me down consistently in my twitch chats, my email, my parents email, on discord, and so on since 2019 for a mistake that i still regret and wish would just go away.
thank you for reading this text! i hope you all have a fantastic night/day/whatever time period it is for you! :D
Yello yello TF2 players of the world. i am known to you all as cre-8 (and a joke unfortunately) and i have some GARGANTUANLY FANTASTIC news to share!
to start things off, i have moved on and finally figured out how to make a successful esports clan. not an established company or i would have said "esports org". the team currently has the #1 smash melee player in connecticut! :D i am also starting to host OFFLINE fighting game tournaments for a game called "FOOTSIES: rollback edition". i even became an official partner of matcherino so i can do crowdfunding and pay out prize pools from their site and whatnot. its so cool!
in other news i feel more relaxed in life due to a lesson i received very recently that i should have gotten 6-7 years ago. now i am a much smarter warrior than i originally intended in street fighter 6 and footsies. i wanna try to take care of team fortress 2 but im scared of a certain group of people who have been hunting me down consistently in my twitch chats, my email, my parents email, on discord, and so on since 2019 for a mistake that i still regret and wish would just go away.
thank you for reading this text! i hope you all have a fantastic night/day/whatever time period it is for you! :D
I'm glad you're doing well but I'd personally recommend you stay far away from this community if you could help it. I have noticed people online can be hostile to you due to you being in the spectrum and you can't really change most people here. Coming back would only hinder you, likely obstruct your current achievements and throw you into a spiral of despair again (people doxxing you will probably return since they face little to no repercussions). You have come far without this game and there is a reason for that being.
I'm glad you're doing well but I'd personally recommend you stay far away from this community if you could help it. I have noticed people online can be hostile to you due to you being in the spectrum and you can't really change most people here. Coming back would only hinder you, likely obstruct your current achievements and throw you into a spiral of despair again (people doxxing you will probably return since they face little to no repercussions). You have come far without this game and there is a reason for that being.
hi cre8 we will take care of tf2 don't worry
hi cre8 we will take care of tf2 don't worry
doikuI'm glad you're doing well but I'd personally recommend you stay far away from this community if you could help it. I have noticed people online can be hostile to you due to you being in the spectrum and you can't really change most people here. Coming back would only hinder you, likely obstruct your current achievements and throw you into a spiral of despair again (people doxxing you will probably return since they face little to no repercussions). You have come far without this game and there is a reason for that being.
that is extremely understandable. as a matcherino partner i thought it would be cool to come back to TF2 with the... dare i say this thing... *deep breathing* Creative Gaming Association, but i dont wanna be treated like a joke when im literally financially trying to help people all the time and with matcherino i can do it much more frequently. then again footsies only had a 4 digit prize pool only ONCE. i dont think ill beat $17.5k in prize money for a tf2 prize pool, so footsies will be much easier for me to obtain at least $1k for.
[quote=doiku]I'm glad you're doing well but I'd personally recommend you stay far away from this community if you could help it. I have noticed people online can be hostile to you due to you being in the spectrum and you can't really change most people here. Coming back would only hinder you, likely obstruct your current achievements and throw you into a spiral of despair again (people doxxing you will probably return since they face little to no repercussions). You have come far without this game and there is a reason for that being.[/quote]
that is extremely understandable. as a matcherino partner i thought it would be cool to come back to TF2 with the... dare i say this thing... *deep breathing* Creative Gaming Association, but i dont wanna be treated like a joke when im literally financially trying to help people all the time and with matcherino i can do it much more frequently. then again footsies only had a 4 digit prize pool only ONCE. i dont think ill beat $17.5k in prize money for a tf2 prize pool, so footsies will be much easier for me to obtain at least $1k for.
not gonna get into anything deeper but my one piece of advice for u cre-8 is to focus on yourself. not on how others see you. not on helping others just to become more liked. my perception of you is that you try to hide it behind an image of embracing being a mocked joke but you actually hate being seen the way you are and just want to be taken seriously. you try to do things to serve others - put on events and such - but ultimately i think your main motive in all this is just wanting to make people like you. you want to be liked and taken seriously. but it never works. i believe you should keep trying to find people who do like and respect you, but don't waste your energy and heart on repeatedly trying to appeal to those who obviously don't. you've spent enough time already being taken advantage of in this community. go find people who really like you, cre-8. i wish you the best of happiness.
not gonna get into anything deeper but my one piece of advice for u cre-8 is to focus on yourself. not on how others see you. not on helping others just to become more liked. my perception of you is that you try to hide it behind an image of embracing being a mocked joke but you actually hate being seen the way you are and just want to be taken seriously. you try to do things to serve others - put on events and such - but ultimately i think your main motive in all this is just wanting to make people like you. you want to be liked and taken seriously. but it never works. i believe you should keep trying to find people who do like and respect you, but don't waste your energy and heart on repeatedly trying to appeal to those who obviously don't. you've spent enough time already being taken advantage of in this community. go find people who really like you, cre-8. i wish you the best of happiness.
JWBnot gonna get into anything deeper but my one piece of advice for u cre-8 is to focus on yourself. not on how others see you. not on helping others just to become more liked. my perception of you is that you try to hide it behind an image of embracing being a mocked joke but you actually hate being seen the way you are and just want to be taken seriously. you try to do things to serve others - put on events and such - but ultimately i think your main motive in all this is just wanting to make people like you. you want to be liked and taken seriously. but it never works. i believe you should keep trying to find people who do like and respect you, but don't waste your energy and heart on repeatedly trying to appeal to those who obviously don't. you've spent enough time already being taken advantage of in this community. go find people who really like you, cre-8. i wish you the best of happiness.
this has probably been the best piece of advice i have received in a long time.
thank you so much honestly. ill keep this in mind for future purposes.
[quote=JWB]not gonna get into anything deeper but my one piece of advice for u cre-8 is to focus on yourself. not on how others see you. not on helping others just to become more liked. my perception of you is that you try to hide it behind an image of embracing being a mocked joke but you actually hate being seen the way you are and just want to be taken seriously. you try to do things to serve others - put on events and such - but ultimately i think your main motive in all this is just wanting to make people like you. you want to be liked and taken seriously. but it never works. i believe you should keep trying to find people who do like and respect you, but don't waste your energy and heart on repeatedly trying to appeal to those who obviously don't. you've spent enough time already being taken advantage of in this community. go find people who really like you, cre-8. i wish you the best of happiness.[/quote]
this has probably been the best piece of advice i have received in a long time.
thank you so much honestly. ill keep this in mind for future purposes.