Richarrrrddidn't you say a year ago that you want to change lol
yeah im gonna be real youngman you repeat this cycle of annoying people and then apologizing for it and then continuing to annoy people and then repeat like 6 times a year i think its about time that you genuinely request that the admins ban your account for a year or something, unbind your y key, and then unbind your console key (dont go thinking i dont see you open ur console to type in chat when you stream your matches)
trust me man i used to scream at airshots, type in chat, and post on this website an insane amount from the end of 2017-start of 2019 and simply not doing so is the key to starting less drama and being more well respected as a person. seeing you post shit on RoL's lft who is simply a bro trying to play the game brings me flashbacks of me cringeposting on prograde's lft like 5 years ago the only difference being that at the time everyone liked to shit on prograde so i got upfragged. looking back i can tell you that it was such a meaningless and stupid thing to start drama over. i can guarantee you that if i consistently kept up that act of talking shit and being obnoxious on the forums any longer then i would have 0 friends to hang out with when i go to lans.
your actions speak louder than your words. when you apologize, say you want to get better as a person, and then continue to do the things that you had to apologize for in the first place, you are just driving the nail further into the coffin.
I suggest that you take the advice that the people you look up to and respect keep giving you. unbind y. dont use
the "say" command in console to type. log out of this website. these 3 things will revolutionize the way people think of you in 1 year's time. trust me.