gargleburry*snip*
First, I agree that we never got along, even from the beginning. That's one of the reasons why I knew I couldn't play with you. Just wasn't going to work.
Second, I never thought that you were a shitty player. We all make mistakes. No biggie. But what I was frustrated with was your shitty attitude approaching any problems that you had. You never wanted to fix any of your or the team's problems. When I said that you should come back because you had a tendency to overextend, you local muted me. When this became a larger issue and the team got involved, you muted yourself and would eave mumble. Another example is when your maincalling wasn't working out and we told griff to maincall instead of you. What did you do? Were you mature and sensible person? No, you stopped talking completely and were a child, insisting: "Well you told me not to call, so I'm not going to say anything." Tell me, what kind of leader does that kind of thing?
rainman: and weve played according to your calls before
rainman: and we get destroyed by teams
rainman: that we dont know how to face
rainman: because we have one playstyle
gargleburry: rainman
gargleburry: do whatever the fuck you want
gargleburry: ive stopped caring about this team if you havn't noticed
gargleburry: i dont give a shit about improving
gargleburry: because you and frame have horrible ideas
gargleburry: and you guys dont listen to me
gargleburry: so ya
I don't think I take this game too seriously. Or maybe I just take everything that I do seriously. But my ideology is:"If you're going to do something, why not do it well?" I just want to improve. But you, on the other hand, would rather keep banging your head into the wall over and over again as a strategy doesn't work solely for the pursuit of "fun". The way I have fun is getting better at something. It's just simple.
Albert Einstein“The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results”
You refused to listen to anything that I had to say, and you just summed it up to I had shitty "steel attitude" ideas. (even though I played steel like 2 years ago and at the same time you did rofl)
gargleburry Rainman thought that making playoffs was "easy" which probably triggered all this try harding.
Ok so for this, I participate in cross country, a really mentally-taxing sport. I probably shouldn't have done it, but I brought that attitude into other things that I do. I try to be confident with everything that I do. The difference between cockiness and confidence is that being cocky is saying: "I'm so good that playoffs will be so easy for me" and confidence is saying: "This task is attainable and to convince myself of that, I'm going to believe that we can achieve it." Furthermore, my team that I scrapped together last season was able to beat a low playoffs team, so that probably skewed my perspective.
gargleburry On top of this he had this urge to bitch about everything that our team was doing wrong or what he thought was wrong during the games and some of us were sick of this.
Once again, not "bitching". I brought up problems only to fix them. I never once complained about us having them. Is it so wrong to bring up what I think we need to fix?
Finally, ah the mutiny. This is actually really ironic because you were going to cut me earlier in the season for aiera (lol how did that situation work out now?). In that case, you were frustrated with my attitude and you wanted to get rid of me behind my back.
To premise, I was already very fed up with his antics, after conversations ending with:
rainman: we are never on the same page
rainman: when we play
rainman: dont you see that
gargleburry: cuz ur fucking retarded
Well the night before all this happened, we were losing another scrim and we were all frustrated. But suddenly you chose to call me a faggot and commented on my shitty playstyle or whatever. So then we lose and then you were trying to piss me off or something, it was really weird. Like you were intentionally saying: "You're a shitty roamer" or stuff. Idk, maybe it's just another one of your lame memes. I left mumble after the scrim because I didn't want to deal with you shittalking frameshift and me anymore. So then you pursue me with messages like:
gargleburry: CAN I PLAY ROAMER
So I was done. At this point, no one was happy with how you dealt with problems, sucked griff's dick by encouraging his singing and asking of dollars just to start the game, and was an overall asshole. Albong and I had discussed leaving or being cut before but we never acted on it.
albong: hey
albong: not trolling
albong: and u better not tell him i told u this
albong: but gargle literally said that he hated you
albong: and he doesn't give a shit about the team anymore
albong: and he wants to leave the team
albong: and matlock is the only reason he isn't leaving the team
rainman: what
rainman: wtf
rainman: repost please
albong: ?
rainman: why does he hate me lol
rainman: does he just hate anyone who opposes him?
rainman: bc he loved griff before
rainman: until he said something
rainman: If he really hates us that much
rainman: Why is he staying
albong: because of matlock
albong: he says
albong: idk that didn't make sense to me
rainman: Well just find another demo
rainman: Does he hate you too9
rainman: ?
albong: i have no idea
albong: i don't think he hates me
albong: but idk if he likes me
albong: idk i don't think we should say anything
albong: i think basically if he wants to leave then we find another demo
Apparently frameshift would go into tanner's csgo mumble and shit talk how he hates being on the team and how being on it killed him. In griff's case, he said that he might leave anyways after I suggested the idea of a mutiny.
rainman: would you be in?
griff: i think i shouldn't be playing with you guys
griff: too
rainman: why?
griff: i can never take it how i should be taking it
griff: usually something goes wrong
griff: or i just dont do it
rainman: i mean, that's fine. if things just dont work out
rainman: it's no big deal if you dont play
rainman: with us
griff: i'll see how it goes without gargle
griff: and if its not better i'll leave when you find another pocket
To me, it seemed like 4 people were in. So I talked to Not_Matlock and I don't have the chat log for this one but he said that if everyone else was in, he would rather be in instead of killing the team. We even discussed plans after. So that's how I got 5.
I also didn't post what they said because I didn't want to ruin their status on the team if they wanted to stay after all. Personally, I didn't care, as long as I didn't have to play with you anymore.