woah dude don't turn off the whole internet, that's pretty drastic.

This is much better than any halloween themed stream they could ever come up with.

Sounds like the start of a beautiful friendship.

Great writeup!

I would like to think that I've learned my lesson on not clicking links that say "click on your own risk" after them, but I'm a slow learner apparently. Yeah, tbh I couldn't sit through the whole thing.

Recently I've been getting into glitch and glitch-hop much more than I was previously. I'd say the album I've enjoyed most that I've downloaded recently was edIT - Crying Over Pros for No Reason.
edIT - Ashtray

Avicii - Level Two
www.youtube.com/watch?v=jAqLxjYjJW8

Specifically, I have Inattentive type, not Hyperactive. I had trouble focusing for extended periods of time for most things, with a few exceptions (video games being one of them). This was for my for my whole life. I never studied or did homework in the first place, so even if I actually attempted to do so, I'd get distracted and go off and do something else or just keep sitting and spacing out. It would even happen in conversations or while doing practically anything, not just productive things. There's also a point that there's much more to a diagnosis than just having trouble focusing, other things like extremely poor listening skills and often losing track of things are big indicators.

Scruff is my boi! Please help him find a team. He's pretty much an ideal teammate. Consistent level of play, always improving, and in playing 3 seasons of HL with him I don't think I've ever heard him raise his voice once at someone.

also he has nice hats

If you are serious and think you legitimately have ADHD, then go to a doctor and get a diagnosis. It's worth the money, but only if you legitimately believe that you have an issue, everyone has trouble concentrating at some points. I dropped out of college after a couple months when I first went, because I could never really focus on anything and I also had no study skills or time management skills. I got diagnosed with ADHD a couple months later when I was 19, and got an adderall prescription. It's a godsend, as it allows me to actually focus on things, but it's only one part of how to help yourself. There are a bunch of things that can help that are just as critical, like proper nutrition and exercise. It also doesn't choose what to focus for you, if you still are going to dick around and focus on playing video games all day then you're just going to focus on that.

That being said, best of luck. A doctor helps not only with getting a script legally, but also with advice on how to take it without fucking yourself up too much, and other things for managing whatever your needs are. Honestly imo, if you don't have healthy habits right now, I would try to fix those before going to a doctor and potentially wasting the money.

You literally sit in your car while the attendant pumps gas for you....

I am going! Is anyone in the NJ area planning on driving there and willing to let me ride along?