I was a bit surprised to find someone transcribed all this. But anyway.
I've gotten multiple private messages on Discord in the past 48 hours or so from people involved in various ways with Essentials (or formerly), thanking me for speaking out on this. That just goes to show me that this is a real issue that nobody had really been talking much about, except in private. I hate when everyone just pretends shit is cool, when it's totally not. I have no worries bringing shit into the open when I think it's for the best.
I'll just say that the best possible outcome from this would be for the production to go great, and I said the same thing in my message to Wolf (which I haven't gotten a response to.) I just think that in order for that to happen, there are some big changes that need to happen. Just because nobody is competing with you to cover Insomnia doesn't mean you don't have to try hard. I'm not saying NO work is being done, I'm just saying Multiplay has been majorly concerned in the past, to the point of expecting the production may fail last year. I don't see huge differences in my experience leading up to last year's event, and the lead-up to this year. Just mind-boggling silence, privacy, confusion and ignored messages.
I understand this year (correct me if I'm wrong) we are no longer on the main stage for finals. Multiplay are the ones who host us and allow us to have TF2 at iSeries. I'd hate to see them lose faith in us, and I'd hate for us to lose what we have. Some of the people who have supported us as Multiplay staff in the past no longer work there, and we won't have folks at Multiplay to bail us out forever. Even if our esport is small, we should still be busting our asses, lest we wake up one day and find that no organizer or group or venue wants to host TF2 tournaments anymore.
I just want to see the most passionate, hard working people running the iSeries production, just like it's been for years. And I think most people want that also. If that's not the current people in charge, then let's bust the skeletons out the closet and talk about it. I'm not trying to put past producers/organizers on an unfairly high pedestal, but the list of names who have run this before is pretty fuckin impressive, as has been the quality of the productions. I'm not seeing anything resembling that right now.
I'm hopeful that Essentials and Wolf can adopt more of an open, transparent approach to the organizing, keeping everyone involved on the same page (including talent), and more of a collaborative approach rather than "do it all myself". No man is an island, and broadcasting isn't an industry for control freaks. They can also ignore all this if they want, and continue to do it their way; I'm not trying to say I know everything. I was just sick of nobody talking about this problem.
This was never about "I deserve better", it's about "I think we ALL deserve better."
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And the reason folks like to hate me on here are mostly 1. I have a really idiotic sense of humor, MOST of the time, and I can totally understand it being obnoxious at times 2. I used to make really dumb posts here a whole lot more and 3. I used to take the bait from trolls REAL bad. And some of the dudes I've decided to mock/tease/butt heads with are some of the most.. persistent trolls around, let's say. Shrug. I've been at peace with it for a long time now.