One of them that sticks out is when one of my online friends died a year after meeting her in person. We had a close circle of friends who met on a band forum and we traded social media and got to know each other well. I spent a day with her when I went to visit Hong Kong and I gave her some gifts. A year later I had just arrived in LA with some friends to attend E3 so we were all excited and once we had gotten settled in the hotel I get a message on facebook from our circle saying she had drowned. From what I know it was an accident, but that whole weekend was a blur so I didn't have time to grieve but it wasn't until after I returned home that it hit me that she was gone.
The band we all shared interest in heard the news and made a video for her.
Just figured I'd let this one out too, in light of a previous post... At some point in my teenager years I remembered that I was molested by a swim instructor when I was a child. I don't know if I suppressed it or I just didn't realize what was going on at the time. I haven't told my parents, I don't know what their reactions would be but I don't want to have them worry about me more than they do now [they're already worried about my diet problems and depression]. It just pains me so much that the person probably continued working with kids and I don't know if they did anything worse and I have no records of who they were. To this day I have a fear of water.
I guess a sort of happier experience was at the end of this past semester during our graduation dinner where I cried in front of 300 friends, family, and instructors giving my graduation speech. I was at the end of my rope and was about to switch degrees or just drop out. Fighting anxiety and depression on top of trying to finish my degree, and I realized I was surrounded by people who supported me. When I left the stage, one of the instructors quietly told me 'We never had a doubt.'