How do you guys do it.
Lately I've found myself unhappy with everything I've tried to accomplish and my creativity has just been down the drain [which is terrible as an illustration major]. Not a lot makes me happy or excited anymore, not even drawing or TF2. I'm having trouble sleeping and eating well, I hardly hang out with people IRL anymore because I don't want them to worry about how tired I look and I barely say anything to any of my classmates anymore. My grades have been slowly slipping because I'm too anxious to present what I feel is crap. I'm supposed to graduate next year. I'm scared of people coming up to me asking if I'm okay or where I was. I'm scared of how small my chances are of getting a job. I've been crying myself to sleep for a few weeks and I don't know why. There's nothing wrong with my personal life, I have a great home and boyfriend and honestly a lot of friends but I can't muster up the courage to ask for help. Asking for someone to listen has always been hard, there's always people which worse problems than I have and i don't want to sound like I'm complaining over something so trivial and waste their time. But I need to break out of this funk somehow, if there's anyway I can do it without inconveniencing someone else. I don't think I have depression or anxiety, but I don't know what's wrong.
Sorry if this is the wrong place to put this and I just sound bad but I figured maybe someone could help or has been in the same situation.