Aiera idk if u know this but Indecency is not my friend. I have not talked to that person in years. And ur right, I am not willing to engage in conversation with you, because youd rather defend a person who has openly offended trans people on numerous occasions. Which I guess is fine, I shouldn’t expect you to have any expectations of the company you keep around you, but uhh Hey idiot he’s also been racist. I don’t have to like scratch or consider them to be anything else just because you don’t want to consider that to also be something that is offensive.

“Ohh look at me I’m white and racism doesn’t effect me personally so it’s fine :-P U aren’t reading cuz Racism isn’t the point here! But Omggggg It’s totally cool that Scratch was transphobic not even that long ago because Scratch is totally cool now :-)” That’s how u sound buddy

Huh? Did you think before you typed that message? Cause that did not make any sense at all. You should stop creating weird and untrue narratives (telling a black person they are utilizing a minority group for not liking a racist is wild, and what’s crazier is that definitely isn’t the dumbest thing you have said) about things you obviously didn’t read nor understand and focus more on why it sounds like rocks clunking around in a metal bin when you shake your head

Nice one it’s totally not telling how you reply with a spongebob gif when someone calls you a racist. Definitely not indicative of your character at all

Ur only helping my case buddy

it’s true though(except the tasheem part). why are you unbanned? because you finally learned at your big age how to have any common decency? cuz if that’s the case RGL is doomed. i wish people would stop pretending this idiot doing the bare minimum means he is a reformed player and not just some stupid racist and transphobe in disguise. this nigga literally woulda called anybody the t-slur or would probably even call people a nigger for dominating him in a pub like last year. tf2 players must have 0 standards and that must be why shitheads like u are given the chance to “reform” as if that’s even possible

rgl must be really desperate for players man

https://streamable.com/4ssv7n

idk man… hes done some pretty sketchy shit at the expense of other peoples money, to not be making any off his own league. i don’t wanna say you’re lying, but i personally side-eye the idea that he isn’t making any profit

my hot take is that rgl isn’t gonna take tf2 anywhere

even if it sounds like some hater shit it’s pretty much true. u guys are paying so much money for literally no real service. if anything, just to complain about the lackluster experience

whoever said to stop giving them money is honestly right. some of y’all act like sigafoo even hears the shit you have to say or is even /that/ involved with the competitive community… bro he does not care what you think— and frankly he doesn’t have to— so long as you keep paying him money to play in a league you don’t even enjoy. this is the same person who tried “funding” more money at the beginning of a global pandemic to “secure a venue for a LAN” by forcing players to pay a service fee to play in his leagues. if that doesn’t scream “i’m a scumbag who only cares about money” idk what to tell u lol

i beg the tf2 community to challenge these people and to hold them accountable for their wrongdoings, because i really think that anyone else could (and probably should) make a better league than rgl the way there’s a thread about how awful it is every month

Toasterbro... Stop acting tough on a tf2 forum, you gotta be way too old for that shit now. Don’t act like people don’t remember how you used to beg invite players for hidden configs because you were too bad to play on low-open teams. Or how you used to steal invite aliases/profile pictures and pretend to be sub-100dpm yz50 for years. Or how you had to alt in UGC iron and still couldn’t beat teams in scrims. Scrims man.. U suck and u always have and probably always will. Hanging around nerdy white nobodies like Perfection won’t get u unbanned and it most certainly won’t make u anything more than a laughing stock to even the worst players in this game. also If u had a superiority complex U wouldn’t be cheating in a game with like 100 people in it you stupid ass idiot

https://youtu.be/qHMBwK1acyk

more proof that rgl and most tf.tv staff are not real humans and someone simply has to stop putting nobodies in charge

maybe it’s just me but i feel like rgl is a rip off

Nigga come on

a lot of word vomit but maybe mindfulness techniques if you have some free time

when i was in a MH i was told to try looking out a window and naming all the different colors i see or watching the wind rustle or smth that distracts you from what's currently causing u stress. going on a walk, journaling, anything at all, reading or anything that isn't what u normally do. journaling sounds tacky af but it has really helped me manage my mood and my anxiety disorder, so i hope it might work for u too. seeing your thoughts on paper might help you look at it from a different perspective

probably seems scary to open up fully about ur anxiety but truly and honestly the best way to combat it other than mindfulness techniques is trying to get to the root of ur anxiety so u can try and build better mechanisms to handle it. usually it involves therapy but if it's not accessible, there is a lot of literature you can read on mindfulness and reducing your anxiety symptoms

breathing exercises also help a shit ton, 4-7-8 is a good way to regulate your breathing
close ur eyes & breathe in for 4 seconds, hold breath for 7, exhale for 8, rinse and repeat

ur not alone in ur anxiety tho, especially if therapy is too expensive don't give up hope, there is a lot of things u can do at home or outside that can possibly benefit u

dont kn ow if someone posted this but i think that scrims should start like 1-2 hours earlier