start watching anime

start working out

do you pound?

i can confirm that doing this is lifting yourself out of a spiral of aids and then throwing yourself into a spiral of degeneracy

find new hobbies lamo
even walkinh is better

play on a trade mlp server for like 10 minutes and that should put you off of tf2 for a while

I highly recommend starting working out, I was in your exact shoes, played tf2, watched youtube and fucked around with scrips and configs all day. I started going to the gym and now I'm addicted to that instead. 10/10 would recommend.

do u even lift?

I think what I'm doing is considered lifting, yes

good to hear it

I mentioned in a previous post that you shouldnt get too attached to a game where the biggest accomplishment is quitting it and tell everyone about your success but that shit goes down the toiled when you quit a game FOR ANOTHER GAME so what you can do is get a partial time job. You will see how you develop yourself and you will have money for things you thought you wouldnt ever get. Trust me a lot of people at first get too lazy but once they go out and do something they can guarantee you that a literally a lot of dreams become true. Aslo I think you are still in the border of salvation, people still milking its competitive scene so much that they refuse to see that reality is that the game is already 10 years old and valve no longer gives a shit, they let their players come up with the update ideas, maps, cosmetics etc. And this applies to videogames in general. There was a guy who made a bait post saying he wanted to end his life but a lot of the advices there can apply to a lot of things, one of them working out. Again, just develop yourself, the only hard part is the excess of procrastination. But after going out and running a couple of kilometers you should see how happy you are going to be.

BTW DO NOT become a weeb that's like almost as bad as being a being a drug addict. Symptoms include allusinations, twisted reality, imaginary naked girls, etc. Dont listen to weebs from england, finland or america

idk you'll probably just burn yourself out
also i found it's really easy to not play again after not playing for like a week or two
i had some stuff come up where i couldn't play on my team anymore, and i just never felt the motivation to play again for whatever reason
everyones time comes you cant expect to keep playing the same game forever, when i think about it theres very little crossover of players from when i started and now
also i'd like to say now that quitting doesnt really improve your life in any significant way unless youre playing for over 60 hours a week

yeah its similar for me. i've started downloading povs of random high players where i watch initially in the first person to see how their aim styles are, estimate what kind of sens they're using, then the third person to see their movement. i've been doing this pretty much everyday for about 2 weeks. i just really want to get out of mid but its consuming all my time. just a few days ago my friends asked if we could go on a night out but i was too busy watching Muze POV