going from wanting to kill myself everyday with average grades and no ambitions to being an honors student who loves life. took a year but i feel like my life can only keep getting better :D stay strong everyone.

went from being a degen and playing pugs all day and getting a C and D on my two most important classes last semester to actually having decent study habits and did super well, feels good to know you're actually putting in effort and achieving your potential instead of just fucking off and wasting ur time lol
also decided to not be an antisocial mong and actually made friends in my classes and shit which is nice

turns out doing things other than waste all ur time playing tf2 makes ur life much more satisfying and fulfilling :)

getting 3rd last season for once and taking a map off froyoblack felt super good as well i was disappointed that we choked on the other maps but regardless it was definitely a good accomplishment i didnt expect to achieve when i first joined midseason (plus beating vel convincingly in the other playoff bo3 after struggling 5-4 both games regular season)

I also started jumping more and trying to rack up the tempus points and it's pretty rewarding to improve at something ive been donig for so long but until now didn't really care about enough to grind (quints/wallpogos for example i just couldnt be asked to do before)

ps blues ur the best pls come back and grace this game with ur presence again one day

my first nerd star

2018 was probably my worst year and it felt like my life was falling apart for most of it. But recently, I've been making progress in terms of my mental health and actually applying for jobs. It's not a huge step and I have a long way to go, but I'm slowly getting away from feeling broken and beaten and it feels really good.

learned the power of relaxation and am slightly less of an OCD-fueled mental case
don't let your own mind troll you as if you don't know better, lol

edit: giys don't take this from me it's all I have :(

finally gave up my tftv posting addiction

wait shit

I got a qt 16 year old real life gf, I got a part time job while studying at college and over the past 2-3 years I went from chubby to fit and I stopped watching anime.

Learned to control myself around my daughters collage friends

went from 15 in my city to 7 in texas in melee

also quit tf2 its great

I just started my first actual job ever, a few days ago :D

i got an internship at roblox, i start in a week

can you get me OBC?

I have moved to 3 different countries in the last 3 years. I hated to make friends and never wanted to go outside and do anything, but to be able to graduate high school this year I needed to attend a boarding school (as a weekly border) so the school could take my credits from all over. I now have made the rugby team, also made the 2nd team for the school as well this term, But most importantly is that I'm making friends and going out having fun. 2018 was a big year for me. But after I'm done with high school in England I need to move back to the States to attend college. 2019 will be a challenge but one I will do with friends.

First semester of college went really smoothly and I feel like I can actually control my own destiny instead of when I was this High School Neet who just sat on a PC all day who didn't give a shit if he lived or died.

I mean I'm still a semi-neet, but now I see myself in much more positive ways than just some kid who doesn't care.

Also, practically quit TF2 which has been causing my downward spiral honestly (just gotta stop pugging now).

Stole the supreme store sign

https://twitter.com/kurtr1997/status/983846552719581184?lang=en

Did I say 16? No officer I swear I meant 61 I have dyslexia

what if i accomplished nothing because i put no effort into bettering myself?

i stopped pugging all day every day and instead put that time into things more important to me

I passed Calc II and can now continue my academic career on my quest to become hackerman.

went from being a sad depressed loner who wanted to kms to going back to school, getting a full time higher paying job, getting a gf, reconnecting with friends, and working on my health.

i joined a group IRL and started going outside regularly, and found someone who i can confidently say is my friend

"am dyslexic a dont fuckin nonce wains"