LAN blues hardcore, especially b/c most of the friends I made are on a different fucking continent than I am

Also being self aware enough to know I have a highly addictive personality but not having the self control to actually avoid people and situations that enable me to drink and smoke

i miss my cat

died on my hardcore minecraft world man i had all diamond everything enchanted big base but these stupid shaders were so dark i couldn't see anything in the nether and fell down into lava and died big RIP

fuck those shaders honestly they make spelunking so much more difficult

one of my oldest friends from tf2 that I played with since 2014 just blocked me on all social media with no explanation. I tried to reach out to see how he was 2 weeks ago and the only way I have to contact him is steam now + he either isn't online or just doesn't respond.

I miss my friend :[

also my dog has congestive heart disease and probably will only survive for a year so that blows

i got punished for troling in scrims

like the first post, climate change but also the general unraveling of democracy around the world and all the horrible things that come with climate change. also how i look and just my general face

Burnout and that none of my good friends play tf2 anymore

Liquid bombing out of majors yet again

LAN death hit me 5 days after LAN. Still suffering
Legs hurt a lot due to work as well
Had 1 hour of sleep yesterday because the leg pain was so intense I couldn't sleep
Woke up after short sleep, then dropped a glass bowl on the floor due to exhaustion
Work has also slowly been affecting my wrists. Lots of heavy lifting. The slight pain never really went away the past couple days

Past couple days have been not so optimal in my opinion

That TF2 might be a dead game in 3-5 years. ( cut off dev support )

I finished a Uni assignment like a week before it was due, but I forgot to submit it until it was 2 days overdue...heck

not enuff money to afford books, missed an assignment already for this class big oopsie :(

didnt get to see crayon at da PUB in londong. just mised him. now im realy pised of

got laid off on tuesday and some girl i wasn't interested in in highschool is trying to break up me and my girlfriend out of jealousy and i've spent the last week reassuring my girlfriend i didn't cheat on her and that i still love her

also valve still hasn't made pl_cactuscanyon an official map

It has been a crazy week. My Dad went to prison, 25 years no parole no good behavior time off. It was a bit of a crazy trial where a juror knew my dad and someone that testified but didn't say anything till after the trial. Additionally, Oregon is currently the only state that only needs 10 out of 12 jurors to convict, the verdict was 11-1, what in anywhere else in the US would have been a hung jury. I'm not defending my dad in anyway, but these problems make me trust our criminal justice system a lot less.

Then 4 days after that my sister had her second baby. A silver lining to a shit week. She was born 6 lb 10 oz. Harper Kunkel. Cried so much holding her for the first time.

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had to leave my town for university.
it sucks that i had to leave my hometown, i was just starting to get new friends and relations, now it's all gone.
i see them in my dreams, i dream about walking down my street where i lived for eternity of my lifetime.
and when i wake up all these moments get lost in my memory.
it's all gone now, no way back.

This happened a couple weeks ago. But ive been hella sad about it. Someone i grew up with was shot and killed outside a gas station. I just reconnected with him too after like 8 years of not seeing him a couple months before hand.

I ordered my first custom guitar and the shipping company like threw it off the truck or something and the body is cracked in three places so I have to send it back and get a new body made. It was in a huge box filled with packing peanuts and in a hard case. I'm sad and mad. It was a really cool guitar.

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