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whats the tale behind this troubled mind
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whats the tale behind this troubled mind
I dropped out of high school because I was really depressed. I spent a few years playing CS, not going outside, generally being my worst self, and flipping between wanting to be dead and wanting to never have been born on a daily basis. Then I met some cool people that made me want to be somewhat less of a loser. So I got a job, quit CS, and eventually came back to tf2. Then I met a girl, fell in love, and got burned. Lost some friends on the way, but I made a few new ones. Now I don't have a job or a girlfriend, tf2 isn't as fun as it used to be, and going outside is no longer just anxiety inducing, it's terrifying, and even potentially life threatening. I can't decide if things are any better than they were right after I dropped out, but I'm only miserable most of the time now instead of all the time, so I guess that's something. hbu?
I dropped out of high school because I was really depressed. I spent a few years playing CS, not going outside, generally being my worst self, and flipping between wanting to be dead and wanting to never have been born on a daily basis. Then I met some cool people that made me want to be somewhat less of a loser. So I got a job, quit CS, and eventually came back to tf2. Then I met a girl, fell in love, and got burned. Lost some friends on the way, but I made a few new ones. Now I don't have a job or a girlfriend, tf2 isn't as fun as it used to be, and going outside is no longer just anxiety inducing, it's terrifying, and even potentially life threatening. I can't decide if things are any better than they were right after I dropped out, but I'm only miserable most of the time now instead of all the time, so I guess that's something. hbu?
im not gonna kill myself but i wouldn't mind if there were a gas leak in my house tonight you know