I agree with fog. Regardless if anyone realizes this or not, but if you hold a high position-- whether it is in politics or invite tf2 you are looked up to and held to a higher standard. Simply because you are under a microscope (as some may say) and looked up to by the lower teams/players.
However, there are a ton of politicians/leaders whom I would never agree with or want to follow or emulate. With that said, there will always be those people who will follow you no matter what. Irregardless if you are Ted Bundy or Gandhi.
For me personally, I used to look up to invite players and even afraid to talk to them b/c I was afraid I wasnt 'worthy' to be around them (LOL!). But yeah that's stupid, so now I just see them like everyone else. They f up, I f up. We are all equals, but they are held to a higher standard. All that matters in the end it is your own personal choices and how you see yourself. Everyone should think in that regard, imo. There will always be some person who looks up to you. Make your decisions/actions accordingly.
Just throwing this out there for you current/inspiring to become invite players.
Fog... [E]verything you do is watched under a microscope, and you WILL be scrutinized no matter what you say or do...