So I've made a post before about my account being hijacked and locked. I have sent in a hijacked account report into Steam Support, and after a while of proving information all the information on the account was changed, as usual since I went through this before. But, you need to know the login information to see the response from Steam Support, which I can only assume is the account information since the account has been unlocked.

I cannot request a password change, since Steam Guard was removed from the account, so my email and phone number aren't any help in this situation. I am either doing something very wrong, or Steam Support made a mistake here with the system.

Also, I have the Steam Support ticket code that they give you which is a 14 digit number. Is there any way I can access the ticket through the code? Or perhaps any way I can get into that reply from Steam Support?

If I try to look at the support ticket through another account, it gives me this message "Could not find that help request. Make sure you are logged in to the correct account".

account has 30+ games on it..

My account got community banned because somebody was apparently trying to access it. The account was given to me by somebody else I knew, so I don't have the original information. I'm not sure what to do.

where'd you get the outlined seeker's crosshair?

This happens with 1 shot hud

http://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=859902196

Any idea how to fix?

Writing down how I feel is something I've been doing since middle school, though I usually wrote down how I felt then never looked back at what I wrote, knowing that those writings would remind me of the past and I will mourn over it again, which isn't the best option. So, without keeping this all to myself, I decided to write how I felt online and see the solutions other people can come up with before I fall into a bigger hole and end up doing something I can't go back from.

There are some things I aspire to do, of course, like many other people. But I have been so drowned in all of this classwork and shit afterwards, to the point where I only focus on what I am currently doing, to the point where I don't even think ahead to my future. It's something I do need to work on, thinking about my future. I do have many opportunities, now that I look at it. Getting there will be tough, though. Considering the state that I am in.

Bullies, it's hard to deal with them. Usually the system doesn't help if I report anything, knowing from past instances of bias within the teachers. Sigh. But, one thing I definitely don't do is forget. If somebody fucks me over like that, it's stuck in the back of my mind forever.

I know what you're saying is correct, taking a break will help. The fact is, I have just started with competitive and found a team that is willing to take me in for an actual main spot. Also I don't want to let my team down. The season may have just started, but I believe we're #11 in Steel NA at the moment. I don't want to be dropped because I miss a few games. What I will try to do is prioritize some things over another in a way that may be beneficial.

That's something I will consider.

I do understand what you're trying to say, but it's not TF2 that is affecting my sleep schedule, it is something with myself that I haven't figured out yet, some type of insomnia. This is why I stated that my body doesn't seem to be functioning properly, I can't seem to sleep.. Also, competitive is the most fun I can find in TF2 anymore. Everything else has just gone to shit because of Valve fucking with shit that already worked.

I'm pretty sure almost everybody feels this way, video games help keep your mind off the shit that bothers you. It feels for me, however, that the enjoyment from video games, TF2 in particular isn't doing as much as it used to. Having 3,900 hours on my main and 900 on this one, the game isn't helping as much anymore.

So it's another hard year for me, doing the same exact thing, feeling the same exact way. There's no doubting that 2016 was one of the worst years of my life, but at the same time, the best year of my life. I don't exactly know how to put it.

I don't know where to begin here. Something's wrong. Maybe with me, maybe with what's going on around me, destroying me from all sides and ways it possibly can. People, they don't understand. People these days, they take depression and anxiety as a joke. This is where it starts getting hard to find help.

Why am I this way? A plentiful of reasons. Class is a big stress in my life. The bullies, and people from the past destroying me bit by bit every single day. Then work after that. Some video games when I am done, since I am currently in a 6s team. But even that is stressful. Tight schedule. Seems like I am getting less and less sleep each night, more and more tired to the point where my body doesn't even function properly. I am starting to get angry easily, to the point where I snap on people when I don't mean it. That's why she left. I didn't mean it.

I say that 2016 was also the best year because I actually had somebody, somebody to support me. Parents don't care. If I fall behind in classes because of the lack of actual support in my life, it's my problem I have to deal with. But as I said, I used to have somebody. This girl, we used to be together. For two and a half years. Helping me with the anxiety of every day, and the stress. I did the same for her. Something to look forward to. But now that she's gone, I don't know where to find hope. Everyone I thought was real disappeared, just because I'm not what they want me to be. I can't control it.

People always tell me to take medication. Go to therapists. Thing is, all this I've already tried. Medication only messes up your head even more, it doesn't just take the bad away. It removes everything from you. All emotion. Makes you something you're not. Hell, I don't even know who I am anymore. Therapists don't help. They only repeat the same damn thing every time you go. One day a week, time out of my life just to see somebody that asks the same damn questions.

Though, in the midst of all this, there's something I still cling to, the only thing I have left. Something I can't control all the time, my thoughts. It's finally something different every day. In my head, the only place I'm not alone. It's somewhere I feel safe even though I know, I KNOW that it will take total control one day.

I hate playing this character, portraying that everything in my life is alright when it's not. Of course. Tell me to reach out. Talk to other people about my problems. But they don't fucking understand. The amount of shit I've been through since childhood, changed my fucking head into a slaughter house of my own good will.

Why am I making this thread? I need help. I need to find hope in continuing with this relentless schedule, I don't know who is telling me to make this thread, it's one of them that knows what will become of me. As of now, there's nowhere else to go. Soon they will find out I need help, and change that for good.

yes

slob on my knob

any idea what hitsound was used in this video? it sounds like the quake hitsound but a little bit different

I remember using m0rehud back in the old days, good times.